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Chapter 11

Blake's POV

I haven't talked to my mom since last night. I miss my father so much! I don't understand why she did that to him! I mean, dad never did anything wrong! It was nine am. I couldn't go to school.

I was in my bed, under its sheets staring at my light blue ceiling. My whole mind was on my father. How hurt he had felt yesterday. My father was angel, not a demon!

I grabbed my phone from my nightstand. I tapped on the gallery and I saw all the photographs we had taken these days. I started crying at the view of them. Dad, what happened to you and mum?

Your POV.

Blake hasn't come downstairs yet. I assume he doesn't want to go to school today. I understand. About last night's events, I did regret the way I talked to my son and his father.

Watching Matt walking away from my house, being fully black dressed really touched me, but the dark look didn't fall off my face.

He was like a shadow who got lost in the dark. Matt shouldn't had been treated like that. I still don't know why I'm playing with him.

Matt was a perfect husband to me! He would always call me asking if I needed anything from outside, he would always call me to ask if I were okay. He would always come home and lay next to me kissing my head.

He had more emotions during this relationship than me. Whatever we did together, he used to do it with passion. He could feel the pure true love and not the lust!

He never felt lust! Only love! He was in love with me, I wasn't... I was his everything! He wasn't my everything. I got bored of him after the two years of our wedding. Now, I regret everything I did to him!

But now it's so late! He might never forgive me! Matthew, what have I done?

Matt's POV

"Matt, please, eat something!"

"I'm not hungry."

"Matt, you haven't eaten anything since yesterday morning!"

"I don't care."

"You have a show tonight!"

"Cancel it."

"What? Matt, you are not okay, my brother!"

"No need to tell me that! I already know it."

"Wanna talk?"

"I'll give you a little hint, she took him away from me once again!"

"Wait, what? You were with Blake and Y/n caught you?"

"Yes."

I answered his question being full of hesitation. I lowed my head and my stare fell on my hands. I started playing with my thumbs, trying to hold my tears back.

The inside of me was a mess. I relived the day of my breakup, but it was ten times worse than the first one.

The sound of a thunder made the atmosphere worse than before. I lifted my head facing the front glass of the car. I saw rain drops falling on it. The whole nature was crying with me.

I set my tears free. I continued watching the rain falling down on the glass. If I had a time machine, I would go back in time and fix everything! I would never fall in love with her. I would get married with another woman.

A woman who would love me as much as I did. I would have kids with her. I wouldn't cry all day and night. I wouldn't be depressed! My life would be different!  I would be happy! I wouldn't suffer!

But.... I never regretted anything I did with Y/n! I never regretted our relationship! I never regretted having a baby with her! I never regretted spending some years of my life with her! Because I loved her!

"Matt?"

"Yes J-Josh?"

"Come home for tonight. You need to spend some time with your siblings."

"I want to go to Rome. Mum and dad are there. I want to visit them."

"You will visit them again! Do you remember when we were little kids and we were in house at Rome?"

"Yes. We were so innocent!"

"Well, I left our nerf guns there in purpose."

"Why?"

"I was hoping that one day we would go back to Rome and play with them again."

"Grazie mille, mio fratello! You know how to make me smile again!"

"Well, I've learn something through all these years of your therapies."

"What have you learned?"

"That my brother can only feel better when someone mentions his childhood. You shouldn't go to the psychologist! You only needed our support... and you have it!"

"Thank you so much, Josh!"

"I'm always here for you! Tu sei mio fratello, Matteo!"

"Morris Brothers united forever!"

"Haha, yes Matt!"

The fact that my family was so supportive to me made me smile a bit. Josh stopped the car and handed me a sandwich he had bought for me.

"Fratello, eat it!"

"Fine! Give me that sandwich!"

"Good boy!"

"I ain't a dog!"

"Doggy! Where's my doggy?"

"Oh shut up, Josh!"

Comment down below, if you think that Matt shouldn't had married Y/n.