i've always been attracted to darkness
nighttime had been my favorite hours
i would long for the sun to set
as the moon kept me young
he dunked me in his light
but the darkness that had settled over me
is not the midnight i loved for so long
and each day i ache to touch him
to feel the soil that has planted
such an extraordinary flower
he is the first spring morning to cross my mind
a breeze in the flames of hell
he is the light of the moon
that i had lost for so many months
i turned to bones for him
shed the layers of myself
so he could grant me with his approval
he never even knew
