hit me as hard as you can
kiss your knuckles
and punch me until my breath turns shallow
and blood pours from my mouth
kick me so hard that my ribs break into a trillion pieces
wrap my hair around your wrist
and pull until my scalp peels away
sharpen your best knife
and drive it into my chest with all the force you can muster
bathe me in gasoline and set me on fire
torture me
kill me if you must
i would rather die than lose you
