do you ever feel like you meant nothing to someone?
like seriously nothing.
have you ever felt like someone's life, someone you loved with all your heart, is better without you?
do you ever feel like they don't actually miss you?
do you ever feel like someone's decisions were solely depended on someone else's opinion?
have you ever looked at old pictures and realized how broken you are without that person?
have you ever cried yourself to sleep wondering if you ever meant anything to that person in the first place?
do you ever wonder if you still cross their mind as much as you used to?
do you wonder how many times they think of you?
how many times they want to call you but don't?
have you ever wondered how that first encounter would go after you haven't seen them for months?
if they would shed as many tears as you?
if they would show any emotion at all?
do you wonder if the relationship you had with that person would ever be the same?
do you wish to know how much they have changed since you've last seen them?
if they have the same sense of humor?
the same heart?
the same soul?
do you think they know how much pain they have put you in?
how much heartbreak?
oh how i cry every night just to see you again.
