Hamilton one shots ;p

do you still love me?

-hamburr
-angst
-modern au

Requested by: wannabe-neko
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*a a ron pov*
Love is all about trust right?

I know I should trust him.

But...he just seems so distant now adays.

He takes forever to get home. Our conversations are always short, and meaningless. We dont laugh, or do any of the things we used to.

I know I sound crazy...but I cant help fearing the what ifs.

What if I did something wrong?

What if theres someone else?

What if he doesnt love me anymore?

Snapping out of my thoughs, I look at the clock and realise the time. 11 o'clock...I should probably go to bed.

I was waiting for him to come home, but knowing him itll be later than ill be able to stay up.

Reluctantly, I crawl into our bed. It feels so cold and empty without him in it.

....hes probably just working late, right?

*alexander pov*
"John..." I mumble to the man who crawls closer to my body

"Please, Lex. I need you." He purrs, pressing up against my chest.

At the back of my mind, a voice screams at me to walk away, push him off, do something.

But I block it out, instead choosing to cave in to my urges.

I smirk, and bite the neck of the man ontop of me.

"A-alex.." he whimpers as I suck at his neck, finding him sweet spot.

Instinctively, my hand slips into the back of his pants, wraping around his ass.
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*aaron pov*
The next morning, I woke up in an empty bed, and quiet house.

It wasnt until 2 o'clock that I heard the door creak open.

"Hey Aaron. " He mumbles, not even bothering to look at me.

He looks a mess, his hair ruffled and his shirt wrinkled. I notice a purple mark near the collar of his shirt...a hickey.

I want to yell at him, or cry, or kick him out of our house.

But I hold all of it back.

I cant let my emotions get the best of me.

So I stay silent as he shuffles into the bedroom, laying down to sleep on the bed we used to sleep together in.

When I hear his soft snores, I tiptoe in, making sure not to step on the creaky floorboard.

I silently grab his phone, holding my breath.

He doesnt notice, so I quickly rush out of the room, walking into the bathroom and shutting the door.

I lean on the door, and with shaky fingers open his phone.

The first thing I see makes my heart drop.

Alex: hey. Hows my Johnny doing?

John: Im so lonely without you. Will you come over, Lex?

Alex: Im not sure if I can, baby. I got a pretty full workload.

John: I'll let you do anything you want to me.

Alex: anything?

John: anything. And I'll wear your favorite thong.

Alex: well then...thats a different story.

Alex: I can push my report til tuesday, im coming now 

John: see you soon, sexy♡

My mind is racing, and I feel a bit dizzy.

All this time.

After everything.

He just leaves me alone, for this John guy.

He pushed his work for John, but he wont even look at me.

My hands are shaking, and I feel like its hard to breathe.

Suddenly, a knock on the door makes me jump.

I instantly get up, and swing the door open.

"Aaron? You okay?" Alex mumbles, yawning.

I hold up the phone, showing him the texts. I can see the blood drain from his face.

"Wait. I can explain, baby." He says, his hand grabbing my arm.

I push off his hand, glaring at him.

"No you can't." I say, my voice quiet but firm.

"I- I wasnt thinking....and it..." he says, searching for an excuse.

"Chose." I say, cutting him off.

"What?" He hisses in disbelief.

"I said," I repear, tears forming, "CHOSE." I shove him back, my emotions finally getting the best of me.

"Its either me, or your little fuck buddy." I say, staring at him.

"Dont call him that." He responds sternly.

"Why? What is he then? Did you tell him hes your soulmate, like you told me?" I say, my sobs echoing through our house.

"Why?" I shove him away from me again, startling him. "Why the fuck did you do this?"

"I...I.." he stutters.

"You dont even know? You dont have anything at all to say?" I hiss, the teaes clouding my vision.

"I dont need this. " He says, grabbing his coat.

"Dont ever come back." I scream at him as he steps out of the door, banging it closed.

My sobs fill the quiet house, and I slide onto the floor, feeling my heart break.