in·de·ci·sion- /ˌindəˈsiZH(ə)n/
noun
the inability to make a decision quickly.
synonyms: indecisiveness, irresolution, irresoluteness, lack of resolution, hesitancy, hesitation
im sorry i haven't updated this daily, im tryna finish toxic before i put my focus in to this story. Expected date? 4/04/19
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i put my the key in the door, jiggling it and then turning the knob, pushing it so that the front door opened. My mom put some dishes in to the sink and then turned to face me. She smiled at me before speaking.
"thank you for coming, short notice. I'll boost up your allowance this week" My mom clicked her teeth.
"Its no problem mom" I gave her a smile back.
"Who was you with at Walmart?" She asked.
"don't say nun but, you know X?" I asked her.
"That cute ass rapper wit da' good hair?" She asked.
"yup. I was with him" I told her.
"your lying" a smile began to grow on her face.
"no, seriously" I assured her.
"i bet you was blushing your ass off. You always talking about that nigga" My mom laughed.
I nodded, as Sonny walked down the stairs placing his hand on my head.
"mom i got to go out, im finishing a project with Yana" He explained.
"alright, but you remember your curfew" She told him.
Me and Sonny, my twin brother, had a good relationship with our mother. Mainly, because she understood us. She wasn't too much older than us. She had us at 15 and i know that would be something really hard to do, so i appreciate that. Plus she was really calm about everything. I rarely get in trouble.
My mom, grabbed her purse and began to gather some things from the counter.
"okay girl, i gotta go. take care of your brother, i love you, bye" My mom kissed my forehead, rushing out the door.
"serenity " Zyan called me.
"yes?" I asked him.
"I want a peanut butter and jelly sandwich" he exclaimed.
"boy, you are 11 years old, you can make one yourself" I told him, chuckling a little.
"ugh, your so mean" He got up off the living room chair and walked past me into the kitchen taking out some bread.
"so what were you talking to mom about just now?" He asked sneakily.
"well just a little bit about how- none of your business." I cut myself off making him roll his eyes.
"fine i'll just ask mom later, " He snickered, reaching for the jelly in the opened fridge.
"she'll just tell you the same thing" I assured him, grabbing a bag of hot Cheetos from inside the snack cabinet.
"fuck you" He rolled his eyes.
"im not incest, like you, lil' bitch" I laughed walking up the stairs and in to my room.
He sucked his teeth and i shut my door. I stared at my room, pleasantly satisfied because i had cleaned it the day before and it was still clean now. What a surprise.
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I took a seat on my bed, picking up the controller and pressing the on button. As soon as i did that I heard Zyan start to scream at the top of his lungs.
"SERENITY, SOMEONE'S IN THE HOUS-"
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