in·de·ci·sion- /ˌindəˈsiZH(ə)n/
noun
the inability to make a decision quickly.
synonyms: indecisiveness, irresolution, irresoluteness, lack of resolution, hesitancy, hesitation
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2 days later:
I have been sitting in this room for two days. Literally i haven't heard anything from anyone in 2 days. Jahseh hasn't come in here, no one knocked on the door. Wait, why would they knock? never mind.
I had the television to entertain me, but it wasn't too much to entertain you for two days. The past couple days has just been me waking up, watching TV for hours, sleeping, starving since i had no food, using the bathroom, and then sleeping again. and doing it all over again.
As i said on the bed tracing the wall with my stiletto black nails, the door bursted open.
"fuck, thank god you not dead" Jahseh exhaled, shutting the door behind him.
not yet
I turned to him, and stared, waiting for him to say something i could actually respond to, without getting him mad, because of my attitude.
"i had to go record in the studio, and a friend of mine made me stay longer than i expected." Jahseh explained.
"2 days in the studio-?" I questioned him.
"it's a long story..." He said lowly.
" im not going anywhere" I shrugged, sitting criss cross apple sauce, facing him
[ criss cross apple sauce right up on my croggy, uh ]
"we got some groupies" Jahseh shrugged sitting on the edge of the bed.
"then what do you need me for? you have about a billion hoes you could fuck daily. AND it could be a new girl every time, if that's what you want" I crossed my arms, and pouted.
" i have you here, because i want you" He said simply, with a stern expression on his face.
can't you want someone else?
"for what?" I asked him. " so you can fuck me? like i said, you have a billion hoes you can fuck. Some may even look a lil like me. What about yo other girls? Lisette? Taylor? Cinthia? Geneva?" I ranted.
"lisette is lesbian, Taylor is a hoe, plus she got herpes, cinthia got a boyfriend, and If i fucked Geneva, i'd get arrested for witness tampering" He explained once again.
"you never had a problem with hoes before" I crossed my arms. "hoes are all you ever fuck"
"yeah, besides you" He whispered, grabbing my jawline, and bringing his face near mine.
I aggressively turned away, no longer facing him, removing his hand from my face.
He exhaled, standing up so that is crotch was leveled with my face. I looked up at him, for a second and he looked mad, making me soften my face.
"im sorry" I said, lowly, even though i wasn't really sorry. What i stated, was facts.
He smirked at my words, and leaned back down, grabbing my jawline again, and kissing me softly on my lips. I kissed him back, only because i felt something from his. His vibes were weird, yet soothing in a way.
He stood up again, and glanced up before looking at me again.
"listen bae, i know you hungry. So ima go buy you some food, aight?" Jahseh asked me, even though the question was mainly rhetorical.
"thank you" I gave him a weak smile.
He did that signature laugh of his, rubbing his fingers through my hair, before leaving the room, locking it behind him.
