in·de·ci·sion- /ˌindəˈsiZH(ə)n/
noun
the inability to make a decision quickly.
synonyms: indecisiveness, irresolution, irresoluteness, lack of resolution, hesitancy, hesitation
i think it'll be better for me to update every two days because testing just started today, but one question...
what happened to you guys?😭 you like barely comment anymore
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I sat on the couch while the guys ate the Chinese food. I had already finished mine because i didn't eat much, since these guys would need a lot of food to fill them up. Plus i didn't need much food to fill me up. I feel like ever since Jahseh kidnapped me, my stomach had gotten smaller from lack of food.
I sat beside Jahseh as he ate his food, and i played with isyss as she sat in my lap.
[ isyss is the puppy, in case any of you forgot ]
Jahseh glanced at me a few times out of the corner of his eyes a few times in the past 30 minutes, before he actually said anything.
"why you not eating ?" He asked me.
"i did eat" I shrugged.
"you ain't eat that much" He glanced at my plate, once where the small portions of food used to lay.
"im not hungry anymore" I told him.
"im hungry" Stokeley sighed aloud.
"then nigga eat" Danny threw an empty rice container at him.
"you know what, bitch-" Stokeley threw it back at him but Danny ducked and it hit Isaiah.
Isaiah gasped and picked up another rice container and threw it at Stokeley, but the container had rice in it and flew all over Craig and Rahime.
Then was an all out brawl. Everyone was throwing Chinese food containers. Picking up rice in handfuls and throwing it, no one was throwing the chicken but they were throwing sauces and fortune cookies.
Me and Jahseh just watched, laughing as Isyss stared at them, barking every so often.
After a few minutes of them fighting Jahseh stopped them before Stokeley could throw a glass plate at Isaiah.
Once they finally stopped, everyone had rice in their hair, everyone looked mad, and there was food everywhere.
"y'all cleaning this shit up" Jahseh chuckled, grabbing his plate and taking it to the kitchen.
"stokeley started it" Isaiah claimed.
"actually, Danny started it" Stokeley pointed at Coolie.
"who's Danny?" Coolie shrugged.
"yo lets go to Walmart" Rahime shook his head making the rice fall out of his dreads.
"fine, but y'all better clean this up when we get back"Jahseh said.
"wait jah, i wanna come"I looked to him.
He stared at me for a while, and every one else in the room did too. He was thinking.
"please Jah, she wont do anything" Stokeley begged.
Jahseh turned to him, and rolled his eyes, and exhaled.
"come here" Jahseh gestured for me to come with him.
I followed him to the kitchen where he had a lot of jackets on hooks.
"Wear this" Jahseh handed me a bape jacket that was half purple and half blue.
It was big on me but i liked that.
"is this real?" I asked amazed, feeling the material.
"mhmm. Im rich babygirl." He pecked me on the lips, as i zipped the jacket up on me and pulled the hood over my head.
"we taking the van?" Tino asked, looking through a container of car keys.
"yerrrr" Stokeley yelled from the living room.
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Once we got to Walmart, we were in the candy section as I stood behind Jahseh as the guys made a lot of noises and eventually started throwing large bags of candy at each other.
Danny and Rahime were sitting in the carts that we had gotten from the front as Isaiah, Ming, Stokeley, Tino, and Che covered them up with stuff.
I felt eyes on me, and i glanced up, seeing an older woman seeming to be examining my face. Panicking, i grabbed the top of my hood, and looked down, covering my face.
I brushed it off, hoping that there wasn't a missing child thing on the news and she had seen it. I tried my best to forget about it.
After we got everything that everyone wanted, we started walking past some other aisles, and i stopped Jah.
"wassup?" He asked me.
"i should dye my hair" I looked to the hair dyes.
"I wanna dye my hair" Ming raised his hand.
"So do i" Isaiah laughed.
"what color?" He asked looking at the boxes.
I backed up a little, glancing through them and piked up one that was really light brown, almost orangish blonde, and handed it to Jahseh.
He shrugged, and threw it on top of Danny who was still in the cart.
I was starting to feel more eyes on me, and i just had a feeling that they were strangers so i didn't even look up and just covered my face more.
"yo " Stokeley whispered, i guess noticing what was happening, as he lightly hit Jahseh's chest.
Jahseh looked at him, waiting for him to go on
"we gotta go"
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