v0t3 and c0mm3nt
Luckily, that girl who made a hate page ab me, her account got deleted.
Thank you to everyone who stood up for me. I love you all💜
but, my bf, well ex bf now, cheated on me .🙄😭
I had to stay in the room the rest of the day, and I don't know why, but Jahseh just never came back in the room after this morning.
I had gotten hungry and ate the spicy chicken sandwich, leaving only the 10 piece chicken nuggets in the bag. The time on the cable box read 11 pm, meaning that the last time i seen Jah or heard anything was 14 hours ago.
I sat up in the bed watching ' scared straight' on the tv in the dark, because i was bored, but not tired.
All of a sudden, the door opened, and Jah walked in not looking at me, and then quietly shut the door behind him, turning back and jumped a little.
"fuck i thought you was sleep" Jahseh chuckled, making me crack a little smile.
Jahseh approached the bed, and lied down beside me, throwing the covers over himself, but i stayed sitting up.
"you think you are gonna make me love you by leaving me alone for 14 hours every day?" I asked rhetorically, crossing my arms at him.
"im sorry baby girl, i was in the studio all day" Jahseh explained.
"why do you keep calling me that?" I squinted my eyes at him.
"callin' you what?" He asked, with his eyes closed.
"baby...girl" I reminded him, staring at him.
"because you are my babygirl" He said.
"who said?" I asked giving him an attitude.
"I fucking said, so lay yo ass down, and don't fucking question me no more" He yelled at me.
I laid down, facing the opposite direction of him, and thought for a moment. The door isn't locked, and Jahseh is in his boxers, and he is tired. If i run right now, and was able to make it outside, he probably wouldn't continue chasing me.
Especially if i was screaming. No one is at work right now. Bruh i can do this. I got up, acting like i was about to go to the bathroom, and Jahseh stared at me, i guess making sure i didn't do anything.
I stayed in the bathroom for a while before quietly opening the door, and luckily for me, the door didn't make any noise. I glanced at Jah, and he was facing the wall, and his eyes were closed, and he didn't look in my direction.
I took a deep breathe, inhaling and exhaling, before running, and forcing open the door, running up the stairs making a lot of noise but not on purpose obviously. I ran in the same direction as the first time, and I heard Jahseh chasing me. I ran through the living room, and through the kitchen, and then out the front door.
I ran down the street screaming help, as i did the first time, but i was running bare foot and i didn't make it far.
I stepped on a rock, and fell to the ground, allowing Jahseh to catch up to me. He sucked his teeth, shaking his head, and picked me up, bridal style, and carried me back inside, as i cried.
I cried in to his chest, and he rubbed my head, i could tell he wasn't mad, but i knew what he was gonna do. Jahseh carried me back down the stairs, tossing me on the bed, and shutting the door behind him.
" i thought i was making prgress" Jahseh shook his head, pulling me torwards him.
"im sorry" I pleaded, tears in my eyes.
"and i forgive you, but you still need yo punishment" Jahseh kissed me softly.
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Jahseh grabbed me by my ankle, pulling me back to him, and continued thrusting in side of me.
"don't run, it'll only make this worse" He assured me
to be continued...
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𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 - 𝐗𝐗𝐗𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐈𝐎𝐍
Fanfictionin·de·ci·sion- /ˌindəˈsiZH(ə)n/ noun the inability to make a decision quickly. synonyms: indecisiveness, irresolution, irresoluteness, lack of resolution, hesitancy, hesitation