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Chapter 16

Ready For PAX Prime 2013!

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Marie

Even though I hate him, what I would do to be loved by him. He's so fucking sweet. And he's hot too. The way he grins and has to fix his hair and the way he dances, and just. I shouldn't want this but I can't handle it. I'm like some little lovesick dog. My life is so stressful with him but honestly I've never been happier.

Until I found out about Domi.

Honestly, sometimes I wish she didn't exist. Aleks would maybe date me and I wouldn't be sitting on this damn swing set at this little ghetto park. The children screaming and enjoying their life until they have to worry about boys or girls, makeup, clothes, or shoes. Sometimes when I would babysit they would tell me, "Mar Mar, is it fun being old?".

I always would smile and reply, "Nope.". They never would question it until the little girl Jesa turned nine. I was waiting for the day she asked. She was very intelligent. She was also pretty.

"Mars?"

"Yes?"

"Why do you hate being old?"

I smiled.

I could of lied but, instead I told her a confusing quote that somewhat explained it.

"Decisions define your life. One little trip can change your whole life from then on."

She just nodded. I figured she somewhat understood.

"Get it?"

"I think so." She nods again, "You've got to fight."

I was so taken back by her words. I nodded.

"Never, ever, give up." She nods.

"Goodnight Mars. Always fight."

"Goodnight Jesa."

How could a nine year old be so wise?

Jesa haunted me for years. I just heard her words talking to me randomly.

"You've got to fight,"

When she turned twelve, she was injured in a car accident. I was sixteen, almost seventeen. She had a slim chance of surviving and then went into a severe coma. Eventually she woke up but it broke my heart because she asked for family first and I was the first she asked to see who wasn't family. That, is, well it felt a lot to me. I love her and we email weekly. She's strong and I love her. Now she's fourteen and she has a boyfriend Tim. Tim is so sweet also. I used to babysit him too, coincidently.

I sit up and motion Amy. She comes in.

"Send in Aleks."

"I'm glad you forgave him."

"What?"

"I'm glad you forgave him Marie."

"Uh, yeah."

Shit. I said yes didn't I. Great. I can't say I meant to say no or everyone will be pissed. Guess I have to deal with this. Fuck.

"Me too." I nodded as she left. Aleks came in.

"Hi."

"Hi best friend." I faked a smile.

"I'm so fucking glad your okay. God fucking dammit, Marie I was so damn scared." His eyes glossed over. I bit my lip. I felt a lump form.

"I'm so fucking sorry. Holy shit I would love to redo our time together and not lead you on like an asshole I was."

"Aleks. It's okay." I felt like any second I would burst into tears.

"No it's not. I'm so sorry I'm not in love with you. I'm so fucking sorry. Marie. Please. I'm sorry."

"It's okay Aleks, stop."

Fuck. I couldn't stand this. He got on his knees.

"Marie I'm so sorry for what I did." He pulled out a shitty best friend split heart necklace. I laughed.

"Fuck you!" I flipped him off and as he put it on and revealed a green one on his neck.

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"Pax is so close I can almost touch it." Aleks says as he scrolls on his phone. I set my webcam.

"Same. I'm going to record so shut up."

"Okay." He nods.

"Hello guys! So I did a Stay by Rihanna cover last week now I'm going to sing nothing. Legit nothing. This is just a update but I'll upload a cover tomorrow. So anyway, I'm going to be at pax all three first days. The fourth day I might not be there as much since it's Mr. Aleksandr's birthday. Aleks say hi."

"Hello. But my shirts."

"Fuck you. Anyway, just wanted to say come meet me at Pax Prime bitches! Even fight me. You can hug me, kiss me, get an autograph, fight me, or just talk. Honestly, maybe I'll sing. I'll be by my brother all the time basically. Also with this nerd, Aleks, who is my best friend. See, we have matching necklaces. I love him!" I smiled as he did some sort of peace signs with his fingers. "Anyway, love you all! Hit me up at Pax Prime! I'm going to purchase a camera so I can do beauty videos and stuff! Have a nice day!" I ended the recording and hit upload. Videos usually took 10 minutes to upload, then I would add a intro and ending title screens. Hopefully some tumblr artist would notice my need and make me some art James mentioned.

Once it uploaded I added a annotation to Aleks and updated the description and thumbnail.

@SingingBeasty: Fight Me At PAX Prime Bud! New youtube video is up! *link*

"Your a pretty good beginning YouTuber."

"Thanks. Can't wait till I pass your subscribers or James even."

"Go ahead and try." He snickered.

"Fuck you."

"Love you."

I flipped him off. It sucked to hold my feelings in. Aleks. I love you. Too bad he's dating Domi. She annoys me so much. They are thinking about moving in with James and Em in a house.

It would hurt so much, to see them kiss and hug and more. My heart aches thinking about it.

It should be me.

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We got on the plane. I had a seat by Aleks and Em. James sat across Em, next to Eddie, Seamus, and Dan. Jordan being the scumbag he is, sat in first class. We had some sort of coupon. I was listening to music.

I'm glad you came!

Aleks was writing down some videos ideas. He grabbed my hand and started playing with it. I lipsync Glad You Came.

"I can make you glad you came." Aleks whispers to me.

"Shut up."

"I love your fingers."

"Weird."

@SingingBeasty: @ImmortalHD loves my fingers. Smh such a creep. Lol love my best friend.

Aleks phone buzzed on this crappy airplane wifi.

@ImmortalHD: @SingingBeasty stop harassing me

I laughed.

"In twenty minutes we will be landing."

I groaned along with Aleks. We hate flying.

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