Crushed by ImmortalHD || ImmortalHD Fanfiction

Chapter 15

Amnesia.

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Marie

I woke up in a hospital room and sighed. A nurse smiles.

"Hello Marie! Glad to see your awake."

"What am I doing?"

"Honey, I'm afraid you drank too much and you blacked out. Your friend Em and lots others, such as um, Eddie, Aleks and more are worried."

"Can you tell Aleks to please stop worrying about me? He made me this monster." Tears from in my eyes.

"Here, honey I'm going to get you some food and you can watch tv or listen to the radio." I nod.

"Anyone you would like me to send in?"

"Uh, Em please."

"Okay." She smiled and left. I closed my eyes. Em walks in. I keep my eyes closed.

"Hey." She croaked.

"Hello."

"Everyone wants to take you home tonight."

"Who's here?" I ask calmly.

"Uh, James, Seamus, Eddie, Dan, Jordan, Ash even is here, Liz, Amy, and uh. Aleks."

"Tell Aleks to leave. I do not need him anymore I am not a young silly child in love anymore."

"Okay, um, are you okay?"

"No."

"Okay." I could feel she felt intimated.

"I'm completely harmless you know?"

"Okay," She loosened it.

"I'm tired of everyone fearing me."

"What?"

"I'm tired of being feared. I'm always feared by all of you. Why me? I'm thinking about going to PA again. This is so much for me."

"No. Please, Mars, your my best friend."

My eyes shot open.

"Then stop! Stop lying to me! Stop fearing me! It hurts! I wish I could wake up with amnesia and forget all and everything."

"Marie. I didn't lie to you."

"Get out. Your lying to me right now."

"Mars,"

"Get out!" I started to scream. She left and I rolled onto my stomach and slept more.

I'm a mess right now. Inside and out. I can't work it out. How can I fix this huge mess. Oh I love Aleks. But he doesn't love me. I pictures Aleks burning and the ashs made Domis face. I began to cry.

Fuck my life.

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Third Person POV

"You fucked her up!" Em started to sob.

"I didn't fuck her up at all!" Aleks yells back.

"Fuck you. Haven't you thought? She's in the god damn hospital and," Her lip quivered. Everyone saw his eyes turn softer.

"I'm sorry." Aleks nods.

"Too fucking bad." Em sasses back.

"Aleks, just stay away from her." James speaks for the first time besides crying because she's in the hospital.

"I'm sorry okay! How am I supposed to switch my feelings? Domi and I are already dating."

"You know what Aleks? Your a fucking douchebag. I used to be a god damn fan who looks up to you and would die to get a hug but now I would rather die then be in the same room as you! Fuck you. If you want to fix it, go apologize to Marie truthfully! Then you better fucking beg her for forgiveness because she sure ain't fucking taking you back after that shit unless you fucking get on your fucking knees and beg." Em screamed and then my voice cracked.

"Excuse me, the patient in this room is asking for silence." A nurse came out of another room.

"Sorry ma'am." Aleks nodded. Then he stood up.

"What the fuck Aleks, sit down bastard."

"I'm going to apologize!" A tear slipped down his face and Em knew she did the equivalent to smacking him in the face.

As he walked into the room Em whispered.

"I just made one of my favorite youtubers cry." As Em begins to cry.

"Babe it's okay." James pats Em's back.

"We don't have to worry about anything. She's got the fire." Eddie whispers.

"What are you, singing Burn?" Dan laughs.

"She's got that fire fire fire. And she's gonna let it burn burn burn burn she's gonna let it burn burn burn burn." He giggled.

"Oh wow." Em laughs.

"I know the whole song." Amy smiled.

"Hope she's doing okay." Jordan looked up.

"Me too." Liz murmurs.

"I just hope Aleks isn't being a dick in there." Seamus nods.

"Me too." Amy smiles.

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Marie

The nurse came in and was giving me drugs that made me dizzy but conscious.

She leaves after I'm dizzy and I watch TV for a bit.

A door opens. I open one eye. Oh, it's Aleks.

Wait. It's Aleks!

Get out.

"Get out." I slur.

"Mariana."

"Out." I whispered because I couldn't yell.

"I'm so sorry. I really like Domi and I'm really sorry I lead you on. Please, may we be friends again?"

"No." I think I say and I pass out.

It's too bad I didn't know I said yes that day.

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Hey guys! Double update tonight. Anyways, tonight I am editing A LOT of older chapters so you guys might get a lot of chapter updates. It's fine, it's staying the same storyline. I'm switching anyone's POV who's not Marie to third point of view. It's just better. If there's a problem with that PLEASE tell me RIGHT NOW. I will not do it if you guys don't like it. I did it earlier this chapter so if you were wondering how that ends up. Anyway, love you all.

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