The Rebel and The Reincarnated

4: Party in the woods I

Cameron on the picture :)
those eyes are really attractive to look at.

Party in the Woods I

While we were in my Room, Penn started talking to start a conversation.

pagkatapos namin pumunta sa Art Class ay nag simula kaming pumunta sa kwarto para makapag pahinga, nalibot na yata namin lahat.

"So what brings you here in Sword and Cross?" she said while seating at the edge on the bed, habang ako naman ay nakahiga.

"Parasomnia."

"Hmmm... what's that?"

here it goes.

"it's like when everytime you sleep, you'll get nightmares." i said while i was looking at the ceiling.

"How does it feel having nightmares, does it scare you?"

not just scare you, it'll give you more than a trauma.

"A lot." i said, while my face expression is empty.

it's been a long time since tanungin ako ng mga ganyan, para bang gumawa ako ng bakod sa mga taong gustong tanungin at alamin kung okay lang ako, Even my Parents, i lied to them even when sometimes i feel weak amd scared and it didn't stop me from lying.

I'm not an open person, i just keep my problems to myself because no one will never understand what it feels like torturing you everynight.

"Hey, if you don't wanna talk about it, it's okay. I'll wait when your ready Luce." she said while smiling at me,

My Lips were moving, it made me smile. a fake smile. Nginitian ko na lamang sya dahil alam niya na hindi din naman ako komportable sa topic namin,

But what if it's about time para tanggalin ko ang bakod na nakalagay sa akin at sa mga tao na gustong malaman kung ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman ko?

"Hindi, okay lang ako, hindi lang siguro ako sanay, Saan mo ba gusto akong mag simula?" i said to her.

Penn started to think what she would ask. at hindi pa nakaka abot ng apat na segundo ay sumagot na agad sya.

"Well, i think lahat, you look like a mystery inside a box, that everyone wants to know what's inside." i looked at her, di ko inaasahan na marinig ko yun sa kanya.

"Really? is my face really looks like that I'm hiding something?"

"Well kinda. it's just your eyes are sad and it does not fit in your face when you smile and that makes your expression look like piece of crap." she said while laughing and it made me laugh too.

"But really, when someone look into your eyes, your eyes can tell them that you have been struggling something that you don't want anyone to know."

the laugh she had on her face a while ago faded, naging seryoso ang kanyang mukha at nag mukha ito na parang naiintindihan nya ako.

nag simula akong mag salita at sinira ang bakod na nakalagay sa akin at kay Penn, Maybe it's the right time and the right person to talk about myself, she really was a good friend to me.