3/29/19
takes a lot of restraint to not text or call
i don't want to ignore you or not talk at all
it's hard for me, when i've fallen too deep
the silence is the only thing that buffers my needs
text me first please
it never happens
why am i always the one to break the silence?
i can't sleep don't wanna eat
i just listen to my heartbeat
i don't know why i'm so frustrated with myself
i don't know why i never ask people for help
i'm numb and dumb
i hate the taste of rum
getting high just to be able to talk to you
whenever we're together now i just stare at your shoes
what does it mean?
i'm an idiot it seems
believing what they say
perspectives so far away
what is the truth?
how do i talk to you?
to you it means nothing
at least that's what i'm guessing
please don't get upset
i'm too fucked up by stress
i don't want to lose you
but i don't want to come off rude
restraint is hard
i'm sorry i'm not as great as you are
YOU ARE READING
The Forgotten Journals III
PoésiePart Three of "The Forgotten Journals" Series. "My bounty is as boundless as the sea, My love as deep; the more I give to thee, The more I have, for both are infinite." (Act II, scene ii) Roméo & Juliet
