I was in amidst of missing you
when I found my own feet
heading back to where you're first gone.
I remember how we fought harder
just to survive,
I'm never strong you know that,
but you were.
I saw your smile
to every pavement I passed through,
God, that was pure,
that was never insecure,
that was careless.
Every dance of the cold wind
that wrapped my entire skin,
made me feel you're long gone.
Hon, it gets to my soul,
it gets to my bones,
and it kills me.
I know, I can no longer have you back.
I'm aware that I will have to take this journey
without you anymore.
You were the 'once upon a time'
which I never had the chance to take forever with.
I am now letting you go,
I know I've said this for like a thousand times already,
but this will be the last time
I'm letting the last piece of you go.
Self, you did very well and I am very sorry for I let them kill you.
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