I tried feeling thankful for another morning today,
I tried to appreciate the sunrise and how it touches everyone's smile,
I tried to get up and get excited of many posibilities that might be changing the views I see,
I tried to smile at the world, although it takes courage after all the pain it offered me,
I tried to be friendly to that mate who always laugh at my back, hoping for her atleast genuine smile,
I tried talking to most of them again without fearing them judging the way I talk, I laugh, I express,
I tried to have my favorite meal from the least favorable place,
I tried to draw someone dating someone filling them with vivid colors,
I tried capturing every beauty that still remain even in this catastrophic place,
I tried to fall inlove with sunsets and its inviting end,
I tried not to be lost to another dusk again,
I tried fighting these monsters inside,
I tried to breathe. I tried to survive.
I did it everyday...
that already tires the hell in me to try another day.
This life is killing me everyday and I'm tired of fighting.
- to my drawning self.
