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(Y/N) POV

I get up already annoyed at my brother. "And (brothers name) of you don't believe in me to stay sober. Then you can get the fuck out of my life. And caleb if you are gonna keep trying to get me to get high and shit. You can too" I say harshly meaning every word I said. "Well damn. I will go ahead and block you (Y/N). and i guess I will need a new drug buddy" Caleb says.

I can feel the tears well up. "Goodbye...both of you" I started walking away and flip them off.

Sighing I decide to text Rem.

(Y/N): hey....I know your busy but call me when you can please Xx

I wait a few minutes...no reply...I am just gonna go to the pond and try to calm down...yeah..that soinds nice.

"Who ya talking to?" A guy I don't know asks. "I-i uh....nobody...I think out loud sometimes. Sorry" I try to walk past when he stops me. "Here is my number. Call if you need to talk. My name is Alden by the way" I take the paper with his number on it. "Thanks..my name is (Y/N)" "nice to meet you. We should hang out sometime" "yeah...that would be nice" a decent guy in my life...I would take this offer anyday. "you're thinking outloud again" "o-oh..sorry"

I put on a smile despite how much I wanna cry right now. "I-I should be on my way" "ok. Have a good day" with that..we walk out separate ways. I sigh and head to the pond. Nothing new is here...it hasnt changed since I moved here when I was 10.

~time skip brought to you by sebass's "roasted" potatos~

I walk home as Remington calls...thank god he called. I quickly answer while running up to my room.
(You ~ y/n Rem ~ R)

y/n: hey rem...

R: hey. Is everything ok?

Y/n: honestly...no...i just lost my best friend and brother cause neither of them believed in me to stay sober...nor wanted to help..

R: i am so sorry

Y/n: don't be..you did nothing wrong

R: okay..and I will be back in California soon..maybe we could hang out?

Y/n: i would live to hang out remmy

R: remmy?

Y/n: remmy

R: okay then

Y/n: well I am still tired as hell from earlier....

R: i am sorry...would you like me to sing while you fall asleep?

Y/n: if you dont mind

R: not at all

I put my phone on the charger and put him on speaker as he starts to sing Teenage Heartbreak Queen. I smile and curl up slowly falling asleep. It doesnt take long though. I am out like a light within a few minutes.

Rems POV

I like her...I like her a lot. I sigh and end the call as to not drain her phone battery or mine. I slowly get out of my bunk. "Someone throw me a Nutella please" "no grab it yourself. You have legs" an annoyed danny replies. "Who fucked with your cornflakes this morning? Damn Curcio" I got to one of the cabinets and grab a Nutella...my comfort.

That's when Danny snapped. He pushed me into the counter harshly saying everything insult he can think of. I freeze. I take the insults...shit I an gonna have an episode after this.
~TW: self-harm~
"Daniel! Get off of Remington! And shut up about all of that! Words can kill!" Shy, Emersons girlfriend, shouts. Danny quickly gets off me. I run to the back of the tour bus hyperventilating. I have been cleaning for so long. 7 years Remington. You don't need it. Yes I do. I do need it. I run to my bunk looking for the blade I his. I keep one on me at all times.

I find it and run to the bathroom. Only one. I don't want the others to notice. I dragged the blade across my bare thigh once...but one turned to two..and two to three...and soon ny leg was covered in blood. I look up from the pool of blood to see Emerson...my baby brother...in the door way.

I break down. I sob. I sob hard. "i-i-i-i am s-sorry emerson. I-i-" he leans down and hugs me. "Just breathe Rem. I need to get you cleabed up then we can talk ok?" I weakly nod. He cleans and bandages the new wounds. "T-thanks..." "Your welcome...now tell me why" I explained everything...well...it wasnt that much...just Danny pushed me over the edge. "DANIEL. CURCIO. I AM GOING TO HURT YOU" Sebastian screams. He must have heard..and saw. I messed up...big time. I sigh and stand up.

"Sebass calm down. I shouldn't have gotten mad and made him snap..and I shouldn't have cut either..this is my fault"

Authors note
Word count: 845
Ok so I have been in the writing mood and I have been without anything to do so I have had a lot of free time to write. So from now on I will post whenever I have a chapter ready. Sorry if that is a lot but yeah... :) I might make a schedule in the future.
Also thank you to twdlegacy for the idea of the chacter of Alden :)
Xx ~ a local emo

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