Poisonous kisses- riverdale story

The Beginning Part 2 (Summer problem)

Summer before Freshmen year

Things had been great since that night in my trailer. The rest of middle school hag went by in a breeze me and him together always. We were in love and nothing could come between us. I'd had figured the summer before high school would have just been filled with me and him spend time together and hanging out with the serpents. So I thought. It's already been 3 weeks into summer vacation and sweet pea had become distant once again leaving me wondering what he was up to. I get why he's acting cold it's because he mother the only person in his family that cared for him finally took off with her junky of a boyfriend leaving sweet pea alone. Me and him both kinda seen it coming though his mother was an addict and never took care of him, but I guess know that she's actually gone gone things really just became to really for him. He needed time to comprehend his new life. Of course I want to help but the other night I went to his trailer to talk But it resulted in him kicking me outta his trailer and in an intense argument about him being depressed and me telling him it's okay to hurt. He ended up getting angrier. Probably for the fact he was such a stubborn hot headed hurt boy who was just trying to shield himself from feeling the pain. It's already been a few days I figured he had a to off cold down and besides I was worried about him considering he wasn't answering his phone. I strolled over to his place the door was slightly cracked open I strolled inside casually looking around his living room for him but he wasn't there so I went to his room. I opened up his door to see him laying on his bed his arm stretched over the side touching the floor his legs spreader out like a starfish and one arm was under his head like a pillow. He looked so peaceful like that, but reality struck me when I noticed an empty bottle and s few pills scattered around his dresser. Know I knew why he was acting the way he was. I walked closer to see the pills. They where xans. I knew that by mixing pills and alcohol was a dangerous thing to do and could of killed him I went into a panic and jumped on him and started to shack him vigorously. A wave of relief came over when he reached up to rub his eyes.

"Wha..." he couldn't even talk right he faded but I was so enraged once I realized what he'd done to himself. I slapped him hard earning
"¿QUÉ CHINGADOS?" I screamed out to him hugging him tightly still angry but happy he was alive. He knew I was mad because when ever I yelled at him in Spanish he knew he was done for but yet he I was also confused considering I hugged him. I pulled away from The hug and cupped his face and pulled him into a long passionate kiss. I didn't want to leave him or for him to leave me I loved him. Pulling away once again I hugged him my face nestled into his neck while his arm had snaked there way across my waist pulling me closer. As I started to sob hugging him so tight I started to cut of his circulation.

"I-I'm sorry malia. I didn't mean to. Please stop crying. I'm ok I promise."
He said softly rubbing my back kneeing I knew what he did. My head stayed in his neck.

"Your so dumb. Why sweets? I love you please don't take yourself away from me..." when I motives what I said I shot my head up as soon as I realized what id said a worried expression spreading across my face. He looked at me with wide eyes until he finally spoke up.

"Malia, I-i" I cut him off

"why....?" I questioned still hurt.

"It's just I didn't want to feel the pain anymore. Please Malia." He said and for the first time I seen him cry as a small tear slide down his check. I brushed it away with my hand rubbing his check lovingly.

" You can try to drink it away do as many drugs as you want but let me tell you that this pain your trying to suppress will find you again and it will destroy you if you dont deal with it correctly." I said leaning down giving him a kiss on his checks where I'd rubbed the tear in.
I got up off his lap and laid  besides him breathing in his cologne putting my hand through his smooth black locks. Our foreheads resting against each other's staring into his chocolate eyes as he looped his fingers through my soft curls.
"Malia.." Sweet pea said quietly
"Yes sweets?"
"I..umm...I love u too."he replied nervously as his checks turned red.
"Well, pea I love you too. Hell I love you more than a fat kid loves chocolate cake" I said laughing giving him a passionate kiss. His lips felt like silk. He pulled me in holding me tightly in his arms
" promise me something" he said looking down at me
"Anything"-malia
"Promise you won't ever leave me?" He said looking at me with kind eyes he'd only showed to me.
"I promise I will never leave you"