*Recap*
While i was in the bathroom ski and jahseh came in there. Ski apologized but i juss rolled my eyes at him.
Jahseh: I'll go get you a sandwhich from subway
Me: Ok
*End of recap*
So while Bando and Jahseh was out getting my sandwich I was laying on the couch thinking of how to kill ski. After a while I juss started to watch TV.
2 hours later
I had juss woke up from my nap and realized Jahseh wasn't next to me. I went upstairs to see if he was in our room but he wasn't. I looked out the window but I ain't see his car. I went down in the garage and his car wasn't in there. I went back upstairs from the garage and juss went in the kitchen. I made me some cereal and watched On my block. I then decided to text Jahseh but he ain't answer so I called him but his phone went straight to voicemail. I then called ski and he answered.
Me: Aye ski
Ski: Yay you not mad at me anymore
Me: yeah yeah whatever but where Jahseh at
Ski: He ain't at the house?
Me: No his car not here
Ski: Try to call him
Me: His phone went straight to voice mail
Ski: Maybe he in the studio but sis I gotta talk to you later I love you
Me: Love you too
I hung up and put my phone on the couch and continued watching my show. Hours later went by and Jahseh came back. By this time I was mad asf.
Jahseh: Hey baby I'm home
Me: Niggas where tf were you at? huh? nigga it's 9 fucking pm
Jahseh: I went to the studio but here's your sandwich
Me: I don't want that fucking sandwich nigga.. nvm give it to me *laughs*
Jahseh: You wild
He sat on the couch and start watching TV. I sat on his lap and ate my sandwich. I then looked up and start playing with his tattoos like I always do and when I was tracing the elephant on his neck I noticed a red mark. I ignored it but then I seen one on his chest. I put my sandwich in the fridge and went back to the living room. I stood in front of him wanting to slap tf outta him.
Jahseh: What?
Me: What else did yo I do other than "the studio"
Jahseh: Go to Subway
Me: And....
Jahseh: Come home
Me: Where's Bando?
Jahseh: T-took her home
Me: Nigga cut the bull shit why you got fucking hickey on your neck huh?
Jahseh:*sighs* alr look baby I fucked up and I'm sorry
Me: FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
Jahseh: Baby please
Me: No you cheated on me how could you
Jahseh: Baby come here
Me: Nigga come a inch close if you want to watch me slap tf outta you
Jahseh: I'm so-
Before he could finish his sentence my phone had rung. I picked it up and it was my aunt Lauren
Me: Hey auntie how are you
Auntie: Hey baby I'm not too good
Me: Why what's wrong? you been crying?
Auntie: Baby you don't know?
Me: Know what?
Auntie: Oh my gosh this gone be hard for you to handle right now
Me: Why you say that?
Auntie: Baby your uncle Nip passed away
Me: Auntie quit playing wimme
Auntie: B-baby I'm not p-playing
Me: Auntie lemme call you back
I hung up and ran upstairs. I went inside my room and cried I cried so hard that you couldn't even hear my cries. Jahseh came in and hugged me. He kept asking me what's wrong but I wouldn't answer him. I juss sat there and cried. First my nigga cheats and then my favorite uncle dies... mannn I can't do this not today. Sooner or later I cried myself to sleep...
next day
I woke up still sad asf. The first thing I thought about was my uncle. I went to the bathroom and did my hygiene. I then came out locked my room door and start playing all my uncles songs. I kept crying and crying. I cried so much that tears wasn't even coming out anymore. I grabbed my phone and called my auntie back juss to make sure she was ok... she wasnt. I felt like I needed to be there with her so I bought tickets to go see her. I started packing cause I was gone be there for a good month or so. I packed all my stuff and put it all by my bedroom door. I then put on a T-shirt and some black sweatpants. I went downstairs and seen all the members only down there. I hurried and put my bags in my car and then went back inside. They kept questioning me where I was going and I kept telling them to mind they business. Jahseh kept trying to hug me and I pushed him off every time. I talked with everybody for a while and then it was time for me to leave. I went ahead and hugged everybody goodbye and then left for the airport. Little do they know is that I'm going to stay down here I have made up my mind to actually stay down here and live here. I'm not going to keep the baby from jahseh but we will be co-parenting cause I'm not going back to him... no sir
Alr y'all so I juss wanted to say RIP Nipsey Hustle.. he was a big inspiration on a lot of people. Now I'm not gone sit here and act like I was his biggest fan but I will say that I did like him a lot. I literally juss watched that one Interview/game thing with him and Lauren it's called GC game or sum.. idk I'll out the video anyways Nipsey was a great rapper person father husband all of that. This world is such a sick place and I hate it. I really do but hey it's the way life goes😭 I love you Nipsey rest in paradise. ❤❤❤
^^This the video I'm talking bout yaw
