It has been about 3 weeks and i have been distancing myself from everyone. I haven't been talking to anyone. Londyn has been wit Jahseh. Jailen has been at work a lot lately so i juss distanced myself. I don't want no one in my life cause i juss ruin it. I ruined it with Jahseh i ruined it with everyone. Jahseh is so happy while I'm here feeling like shit. I wanna tell him how I feel but i don't want him feeling like shit. Taylor and Daysha told me to pick myself up and take the first step but its so fucking hard. I need some weed and a bottle. I called up my old weed man boog cause i need like a whole pound.
Me: Boog
Boog: Who dis ?
Me: Nique duhh
Boog: OH SHIT how you beennn
Me: I been ok how you been ?
Boog: Shid i been chillin
Me: Aye boog i need a pound
Boog: girl i juss sold 2 pounds so Comethazine i have 3 ounces
Me: Then I'll take that
He gave me an address to meet him and i left. He was way over there where i grew up at. I got the weed and went to the liquor store down the street. I bought 2 bottles of henny and then 2 bottles of E&J. I then went home and started rolling up back woods. I started drinking and smoking. I had on my music loud asf and i was juss chilling. After about an hour i was completely fucked. I heard the door and i tried to walk over and answer it but i tripped over myself. I laughed at myself and got up. I tumbled over to the door and seen jailen,Jahseh, londyn, and Lyrica. I let them in and walked back over to the couch. I grabbed a half smoked blunt and lit it. I seen jahseh take londyn upstairs and everybody else was juss staring at me like i was crazy. Jahseh then came back downstairs snatched the blunt from me and took the weed. He took the liquor and i jumped up to get my weed and liquor back cause i spent too much money on that shit
Me STOP GIVE IT BACK
Jailen: Baby do you not see yourself right now ?
Me: baby tell him to get it back to me
Lyrica: you need to eat something to get you sober
Me: Bitch you can back tf up I don't even like you
Lyrica: What did i do ?
Me: it don't matter juss know i don't like you
Jahseh: Get yo ass in the fucking shower while i make you food
Jailen: Yeah you do that shit
Me: bitch fuck yall
Jailen: WHO TF YOU CALLING A BITCH ?
Me: YOU BITCH
Jailen pushed me up to the wall and choked me he looked me dead in my eyes and spoke
Jailen: Get tf in that shower right now before i really fuck you up Nique
He let me go and then i went into the bathroom downstairs and took my shower. When i got out i told Jailen to get me some clothes. I put on the clothes and i was low key sobering up cause of jailen yelling at me. That nigga never yelled at me. I sat down on the couch looking down at my fingers. I seen the henny bottle and i was going to take it and drink it but i juss left it there. Jahseh came in with a burger and gave it to me. I started eating and after about 2-3 hours I was sober.
Jahseh: Why you haven't been talking to nun of us ?
Jailen: Yeah you been real distant lately
Me: I don't wanna talk about it
Jahseh: Come on Nique-
He had got cut off by my phone ringing. I looked at it and was from a hospital. I lifted my eyebrow and slowly answered the phone while putting it on speaker.
Me: Hello
Hospital: Hello this Marsha from Barlow Respiratory Hospital calling for Nique goulbourne?
Me: Yes this is she
Marsha: Hello Nique i am calling in regards of mr.stokeley your husband he is in the emergency he was shot 3 times and he hit his head running from whoever he was shot by. But we went through his phone and asked him who to call he said to call you.
Me: ok rewind you said stokeley was shot ?
Marsha: Yes Ma'am
Me: Can I know his room number
Marsha: 420
Me: I'll be there as soon as i can
I hung up and jahseh was panicking. I went upstairs a grabbed clothes stuffing them in my duffle bag. I did the Same with Londyn clothes. I went downstairs and jahseh was yelling for everyone to get in the car. We all soon was in the car and it was quiet.
Me: Jailen call the people and set up the private jet
Jailen: What people
Jahseh: Here lemme see your phone
Jailen handed him my phone and call his people for the private jet. When we got to the airport we all rushed to the jet. We got there and they started the jet and we were off to LA ....
