Me: Bitch keep looking at me like that I'mma smack them eyes out they sockets
Nique: bitch I'll drag you ass.. ykw gtfo you aren't welcome at my baby shower don't come to the park or nun
Me: Bitch that's fine I paid for most of it as a gift to you but ykw I'll go ahead and cancel everything I had planned for yo bum ass
Ski: Y'ALL FUCKING STOP.. nique you needa go.. go in the living room and wait for me in there
Me: Wtf why do I gotta go
Ski: Not you... you baby go downstairs
Nique: but she-
Ski: GO
She left the room slamming the door. I sat down on the bed and put my face in my hands. I then started rubbing my belly. Ski came close to me and kneeled down. He lifted my head up Nd smiled at me. I smiled back and hugged him.
Me: Ski I'm sorry... this is supposed to be YOUR day and here I am ruining it by arguing with yo girl. I'm so ugghhhh
Ski: Aye sus it's okay.. you both were in the wrong but stop stressing about it you'll get use to her ik the real reason why you arguing with her
Me: Tf? nigga there is no "real reason"
Ski: *Smirks* yed there is it's because you feel like she gone take me away huh?
Me: What pshh nooo... ok yes I'm a lil jealous but that's not the main reason.. the main reason is cause something is off about her my nigga.. something ain't right I'm tryna get her to leave TF cause if she uses you im gone beat-
Ski: Sus she's not gone use me your over thinking it my love
Me: Fine I guess
Ski: Now lemme go talk to her. you stay up here I'll text you when we ready to leave
I nodded my head and he kissed my forehead. He then stood up straight and went downstairs closing the door. I started looking around the room when I noticed he had my favorite hoodie that I've been looking for. I then went on my phone still holding the hoodie. After about 10 minutes he had texted me.
Bestooo 💗🤞🏾: Come down here bestie
Me: alr and when in get down there I'm beating yo ass
Bestooo💗🤞🏾: y?
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I got up and went downstairs. I then smacked the back of his head. He held it looking at me crazy. And then he seen the hoodie and started laughing.
Me:I've been looking for this hoodie and you wasn't gone tell me you had it? BITCH
Ski:I took it cause I knew I was moving out here. I needed something to remind me of yo crazy ass
Nique:That's why you always wearing that sweater? Mmm
Me:Alr let's get to this-
I got disrupted by my phone ringing. When I looked at the caller id it read "Jah🙄" I showed ski the phone and he nodded telling me to answer I hesitated at first but then I did and when I did I put him on speaker.
me:hello?
Jahseh: I miss you
Me:Jahseh what do you want?
Jahseh: You I want you I'm sorry nique I can't do this thing called life without you. I wanna be there for you and my child. Baby I have been to a therapist so I can change. I started going to church every Sunday to be closer to God and to change my ways. I have been reading every book about babies there is. I'll face time you so you can see the stacks and stacks of baby books that I'm reading. I'm going to a parenting class so I can learn how to be a great parent. I'm going to therapy so I can learn how to be great person and husband to you nique. Please come back I love you with all my heart.
Me:i-i don't know... You cheated on me and that shit hurt...
Jahseh: Ik and that was stupid of me. I apologize for hurting you. I never meant to hurt you I always wanna see you happy so I'm very sorry for that
Me: It's ok I accept your apology
Jahseh: Will you come home now?
Me:I'll be home in a couple of days I needa make sure my aunt is ok
Jahseh:I love you
Me:I love you too but juss cause I'm coming home don't mean everything is ok.. I'm still single and so are you nigga
Jahseh:*laughs* you still the crazy nique I fell in love with
Me: I know but I gotta go
Jahseh said ok then hung up the phone. Ski started laughing and then he came up to me and whispered in my ear.
Ski:I told you so
I looked at him and rolled my eyes. We then went out side to get in the car. I was about to get in the front seat but nique stopped me.
Nique:I'm sitting in the front
Me:bi- alr that's fine *fake smiles*
I got in the back and put my seatbelt. I then grabbed the aux cord and put on some lil xan.
Me: xans dont make you xans gone take you xans gone fake you and xans gone betray you
I was yelling the the lyrics to betrayed thinking about my best friend Chanel.
A/N: if you don't know who Chanel is look back into the beginning of the book
I started cryin thinking about how xans took my best friend. I never really thought about the whole situation cause it always breaks me into pieces like it's doing right now. I started to look through all of me and Chanel's videos and pictures even our text messages. Damn I miss my bestie. As I was in my thoughts ski started snapping his fingers in my face. I shook my head and came back to reality. I looked at him and he had a worried look on his face.
Me: Ski after this can you take me to-
Ski:Chanel's grave? Yes mama I can do that
Me: Thank you
Ski: aye i love you and she's always watching over you baby i promise
Me: I swear i have the best brother ever
He smilled and started brushing his shoulders. After a while we had arrived to the park. Everything was set up so perfect. I then noticed that the sign said "N&N babyshower" I turned around to ski and he was smiling while nique was looking mad.
Me: uhhh N&N?
Ski: Yeah since you funded everything as a gift i decided to juss make it your babyshower too.
Me: Awwww ski
Nique: Wow we aint talk about this
Ski: Thought you wouold be coo with it
Nique: nigga whet? ykw nvm lets juss forget about it
She walked away and sat on the chair talking to some girl. I walked over to ski mom ans talked to her for a while. I then felt arms wrap around me. I turned around and seen Jahseh. I smiled and hugged him.
FAST FOWARD
We were done with the baby shower and now at chanel grave. I was crying my eyes out while ski and jah held me. After 30 mins i got done crying and we left. ski and nique went back to they house while me and jahseh went to my aunt house. when we got there i took off all my clothes and went staright to sleep with jah arms wrapped around me.
