I wake up to my mom and dad arguing... Again. My mom and dad are always arguing. Ever since my mom found out that my dad cheated. I didn't really care due to the fact that I told my mom that he was doing shit behind her back and one again "I wAs LyInG". My mom never believed anything I said. I could say I'm going to check the mail and she'll give me a dirty ass look then say I'm lying. But it's whatever ik I'm telling the truth. Anyways since they was arguing I decided to hop in the shower then get dressed.
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I got out the shower and put on some grey sweatpants and a black T-shirt with my white high top Air Forces. After I got dressed I grabbed my phone, head phones, and keys. I crept out my room into the living room and reaching the door. I slid out the door making sure it didn't make a sound closing. I decided to walk to the park.
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At the park
I've been at the park for a good 2 hours. I didn't even bother answering my mom's calls. I'd didnt feel like hearing her fussing. Disrupting my thoughts my phone was ringing. I looked at the caller ID and it was Jahseh.
Me: Hello
Jah: Ayee wyd
Me: At the park relaxing wby?
Jah: I'm over here with the whole member only. You should come by. Want me to swoop you?
Me: uhh sure I'm down. I'm at Encanto Park.
Jah: Ight I'm coming right now
I hung up and continued listening to music. I was currently dancing because Karma by Queen Naija had came on and I fucking love this song. This song my shit. I can relate to this song. I was singing and dancing until somebody pushed me. I turned around ready to fight but I noticed it was Jahseh. When he saw my reaction he started busting out laughing. I slapped him in the back of his head.
Me: Shut up Jah you can't be doing that
Jah: okai 1 ouch you hit my head a lil too hard. And 2 I like how feisty you are ma.
Me: Come on let's go
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Me, Jah, pump, Ski, and Tank were all smoking and it was an awkward silence because all of the guys had females with them and all of them were doing some nasty ass shit. Like Ski, pump, and Tank we're all getting head in the living room. Coolie, trunks, and Craig all were fucking a bitch in the other rooms. And me and X we're juss in the kitchen smoking and talking. It was weird for me because I've never witnessed a guy getting head. Jah told me to get use to all the moaning and shit because that's all that the guys do.
Jah: Nique
Me: Hmm
Jah: Can I ask you something
Me: No
Jah: Oh.. Ok
Me: I'm juss playing hit me with it
Jah: Would you ever get with me?
Me: Wym
Jah: I mean would you ever be my girlfriend?
Me: I been told you the answer to this question but I'll tell you again. Yes I would be your girlfriend but you playing
Jah: Nahh I'm ready for a relationship... I juss need you to promise me some shit
Me: Okai what do I need to promise
Jah: Promise me that you won't hurt me. Promise me that you won't lie to me. Promise me that you'll never leave. Promise me that you'll never ever Lie on me.
Me: Jah I promise I'll never hurt you nor lie to you nor leave you nor lie on you. I could never to that to you or anybody else. I've been cheated on, lied to, and beat on. I don't want nobody going through what I went through. I will never put you through mental pain, physical pain, or verbal pain. And if I do you can kill me. And that's also a promise.
