So today is day i will be watching my bestfriend get buried 6 feet deep into the ground. I juss can'tbelieve she's about to be gone. She was juss here and now she's gone. Wow I juss can't beleive it. While I was thinking Jahseh came up to me. He hugged me knowing ho upset I was. I started crying and he juss held me. After about 10 mins I got up took a shower got ready and now we had to leave. We were in the church and I hate how it was an open casket. She was lying there lifeless. I couldn't take it. I got up and walked out the church. When I went out there I saw Ski out there. He was crying.
Me: Ski
Ski:Oh hey sus
Me: Your crying
Ski: Can I tell you something
Me: Ofc you can
Ski: We had a thing going on. Sh- she was my girl. We hid it because of her age. She was only 16 so we hid it. I didn't want you guys to think I was a pedophile or some shit. So I had other girls over juss to cover it up. me and them girls necer did anything because I as being loyal to Chanel. The reason why she never came over or talked to you lke that was because she knew ou would ask about he love life so she tried to distance herself from you. I'm sorry I didn't tell you i'm so sorry.
Me: Ski omg its okai. We would never think you were any kind of pedophile. I promise you, I would never judge you neither would the members only.
Ski: Thanks sus but thats not even the worst part
Me: What you mean?
Ski: She- She was pregnant
Me: S- She was what
He started to break down I held him in my arms. He couldn't stop crying. Juss seeing him hurt and juss knowing she can't be here to comfort him made me break down too. We sat on the steps holding eachother crying. We cried all the way until people were coming out the church and going to the reception. When Jahseh seen me and Ski crying he ran towards us. He held us both. He was crying too. We decided to get up and go to the reception. While we were at the reception people were talking and laughing. Most were still crying. I tried to keep high spirits for her parents. They seemed like they wanted to die also.
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5 months later
Today is Jahseh birthday and am planning a surprise party for him. Me and the members only are going to plan it for him. Ski is going to take him out to the mall or here ever he decides to take him. Trunks and Coolie are going to go get decorations. Craig and I are going to cook food. Tank is going to go pick up his cake. Also the guys girlfriends are going to be coming over. I haven't met them tho. Only Jahseh has met them. Ski is juss now starting to talk to females. He said he has a " Girlfriend" He actually put the quotation marks when he says it. He said she only around for the pussy but idk the way they be talking on the phone and the way they be texting be looking like they in a relationship.
