Jahseh in Love

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I woke up in a whole different room. I then remembered i was at my aunt house. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom. I did my hygiene and then went out the bathroom. I went downstairs and didn't see anybody down there. i decided to cook my aunt breakfast in bed cause I could juss imagine how she feeling. I cooked eggs, pancakes, grits, sausage, and bacon. I gave some of each and then poured her some orange juice in a glass. I put it on a tray and took it upstairs. I tried to open her room door but it was locked. I used my nail to unlock it and went inside. She was up laying down with tissue all around her. I went up to her bed and sat at the end. She looked at me and gave me a weak smile. She then sat up a lil bit and i sat the tray in front of her.

Lauren: Aww thank you baby..

Me: Don't thank me aunt.. i felt as though i needed to do this... now eat before it gets cold

Lauren: I'm sorry niecy but im not hungry... all my appetite is gone i can't eat anything

Me: Well juss in case you do get hungry i'll leave it in here 

Lauren: Alr.. love you 

Me: I love you too 

I left out the room and closed the door behind me. I went and started walking around the house. I went in this hall way where all the pictures were. I was looking at all the pictures smiling. Tears started to form because i missed my uncle so much. I then came across this one picture of me and my uncle. It was a recent one... I looked so happy he looked so happy... I then juss broke down. I fell to the ground and started crying so hard. I then got a phone call from jahseh and I started to cry even more juss remembering that he had cheated. I'm pregnant dealing with all this is too much. I was still crying with my face inn my hands. Somebody then came and tapped my shoulder. I looked up and it was my lil cousin Emani she looked as tho she had been crying too. She squated down and hugged me.

Emani: My daddy is in heaven now 

Me: Yes baby he is 

She let go of me and helped me up. She walked me all the way back to my room and then she left. I laid down rubbing my stomach. I then got up and did my makeup and got dressed. I was trying to feel good and i always feel good when I look my best. 

niqueeebabyyy

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niqueeebabyyy  laughing always hides the pain @imdontai

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xxxtentacion  im sorry

imdontai  ayyyy my lyrics is captionssss

user234  so we juss gone ignore the fact she juss said she in pain?

niqueeebabyyy  @user234 i'll be fine my love 

I got off instagram cause all i kept seeing was "rip nipsey" and i couldn't handle all that. I needed to get out so i grabbed my keys and called me an uber. I told my aunt that i was leaving and then i went off to where my uncle was from. I was walking around getting greeted by many of my uncles friends. I then came across his store. I seen security and then i seen a lightskin girl. I then walked over to security and asked if i could see who it was. They said yeah and i went over to her. She was on the ground crying her eyes out. I patted her back and she looked up when i seen who it was i basically jumped into her arms. It was jhene she hugged me tight. 

Jhene: Omg baby how are you?

Me: I'm living how are you?

Jhene: Not so good. I can't stand this world

Me: Trust me i know how you feeling right now

Jhene: uh uh is lil nique pregnant

Me: Yes maam i am 

Jhene: Whens the baby shower

Me: Soon its soon 

We talked a lil bit more we cried a lil bit and then we went our separate ways. I went to taco bell and got some food then went back to the house. After i ate my food i watched tv and then got right back in my feelings. I cried myself to sleep something i havent done in a while...