Mine (Onhold)

chapter 10

Alayna for the hundredth time it just happened. I didnt think. I explained to my annoying best friend. I couldn't tell if she was happy or angry. Is this way of scolding me or is she in favour of us getting together? I'm as confused as she is, If not more.

3 days have past since I've been here. My bruises have become better. I can walk now but my hand and rib are still healing. I haven't been allowed to leave,  not that I argued because one It hurt and two I'm a bit scared. The only company I've had so far is Elliot,  Drake and alayna. Harry according to Drake had gone somewhere and he hasn't come back since the day we kissed. I kind of think it is because of that and I cant help but  feel dissapointed for some reason. I'm glad though,  I tried preparing my self for the conversation we should have had that night but he never came. I'd be lying if I say I don't think of him or the kiss. The kiss was pretty good compared to the one other kiss I've had before. I've never been good in the dating field because I've always been more focused on my future. Ugh. I've missed so many classes. Alayna informed my HOD about my accident. So I've been excused. I can't wait to go back and start my life again. My mom called once I told her pr story  that wouldn't scare her to death ie I fell from the stairs and fractured my arm. I'm so sick of this place. I can't wait to leave. I've requested drake but he said alpha harry hasn't given him permission. Why the fuck does he keep calling him alpha. Doesnt he not have any self respect or is he that spineless. I would never call him that, it's just going to make him more proud but-
I was lying on the bed when my train of thoughts were interrupted and in walked the man I was both dreading and anxious to see;  harry.
"you're awake? It's five go to sleep"
The dominance in his voice didn't go unnoticed by me and that just irritated me more. Why does he think he can boss me around?
" hmm hi to you too harry "
He looked puzzled
" I want to leave" I simply said
" go where it's five every one's asleep" he didn't get it.
"away,  as in back to university and as soon as possible. I've already missed a lot. And drake wouldn't let me go anywhere until you returned so now you're back.
"you're not going anywhere sweetheart"
" excuse me?! I said I want to go and why the fuck am I even asking for your permission you don't own me harry and-"
Harry pushed me against the wall. I flinched because I was already recovering and he was rude enough to push me. I was about to say something but I made eye contact and caught harry staring at me with his eye colour darker than before.
" one I've told you to call me alpha. And two I do fucking own you. And you will not leave till I fucking allow you to"
Like what the actual fuck. Do men really go around thinking that they can order women around just because they have more physical strength?! How dare he

"listen you piece of shit I'm going. You disappear for a week. You don't get to order me when you come back. I haven't set foot out of this bloody house because so called alpha harry hasn't given permission. I -"
harry gripped my arm and shoved me so hard that I fell and I fell on my stupid bad side.
" did you just push me"
I was angry. Hell I was angry enough to kill him right now. I'm leaving this Shit hole I'm done.
I got close to him masking the pain
" don't you ever touch me again you bastard"
With that I moved to get out
" where the fuck do you think you're going" I ignored him
"ZENDAYA!!"
but I ignored him. If he is smart he won't follow me. And I'm glad he didn't.
the sun was about to rise. I walked for God knows how long. It's like I'm in a forest maze. I couldn't figure my way out and I was getting frustrated. My leg was hurting and I was exhausted. I decided to take a quick break since falling on my bad side was making it a difficult task. I sat down leaning on a tree. It's official I'm the only person stupid enough to leave a house. Im fucking lost. What the hell was I suppose to do now. UGGHH
I heard a weird sound. Quickly straightening up, fear consumed me. " whose there!?" I yelled. But in vain. I could sense someone's presence but no reply. I was beyond afraid. The event of not to long ago began playing in my mind " look if you don't tell me who you are I'm going to scream loud enough for harry, drake or Elliot to hear me so I'm warning you" I yelled in my most intimidating voice
Soon enough a guy in just jeans walked out with his hands in the air.
" haha no need it's just me. I live here soo..."
He was pretty cute with light brown hair and hazel eyes. He had such a puppy dog face
" oh sorry you scared me. I'm zendaya btw"
" doruk,  nice to meet you "