Mine (Onhold)

chapter 11

Doruk sat next to me. He was beautiful. See there two kinds of beautiful. One of them look like a perfectly painted picture that are so beautifully made that you think you'll make them dirty just by looking at them kinda like Zayn Malik. Then there are people who look like splattered paint but end up looking like a master piece. Not very clean but a beautiful disaster. Now doruk fits in the first category while harry in the second. Since beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, harry definitely caught my eye.
" so why are you out here alone at this time?"
" well It wont hurt if I tell you. It's simple I met a bastard not too long ago, and then I ended up getting assaulted and I woke up here and now that ass won't let me leave."
" may I know who the ass is" he chuckled
" ugh the one and only harry"
He stared at me bewildered, and began to laugh
" oh my holy, did you just call alpha harry an ass and bastard. Clearly you have a death wish"
" one: what is with you people and calling him an alpha like this weird Shit doesn't make sense and two yes he is an ass, he won't let me leave. I just fought with him and not being able to deal with his attitude this early I ran"
" you could come over to my place. I live with my sister. You could borrow her clothes. You look like a beautiful wreck"
" thank you for the compliment" my sarcasm quite evident. It won't hurt will it. He has a sister so...
"are you sure you don't mind it's alright you know"
" nah it's fine, cid could use some company. She hurt her leg so she has to stay in:
" I know how that is. Thank you. I'll take you up on that offer"
I politely smiled. He got up and stretched his hand for me to take, which I gladly took however my leg gave out as soon as I got up he quikly held my shoulder and gave me a questioning look but dismissed it as soon as I smiled. Leaning on him he took me to his house.
I met his sister Cidny. She was a bit older than he was, quite witty may I add. I hadn't laughed this much for a week. I actually enjoyed their company. Doruk unlike harry was a gentlemen. He knows how to talk to women with respect I kinda liked that. We talked a lot about different things till I suddenly realised it was 10. I decided to leave. Bidding farewell,doruk hugged me. For a second i thought I'd get all weird but I didn't. He smelt so good. I hugged him back and he kissed my cheek after saying he'll See Me again
" if that so called ass annoys you again you can always come here and stay the night. Just don't tell him you've been with me and that I called him an ass" we both chuckled and I left after that.

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Harry's pov
I was furious when she asked me to take her back. Hell she isn't going anywhere. She's my fucking mate. Human or not but my wolf still needs her. After she left I decided to leave her alone. Since she won't find a way out and she only knows me. She'll eventually come back. However it's been three hours and I won't pretend that my heart is beating a bit fast. Where the fuck is she. She better get her ass back soon before I go look for her and all hell breaks loose. I need to shower. Im getting frustrated. In the shower i began to think of our kiss and how badly I want to kiss her again. I could sniff her innocence anywhere and the thought that no one has touched her drove me fucking wild. I remember the night I slept next to her. I kept staring at her. She wasn't size zero nor a goddess but she sure as hell was pleasing to look at. Dark hair just added to her intimacy. She looked like sex if sex was a person because that's what I always think when I see her. Or is the mate bond clouding my senses. Fuck me! Just the thought of her has gotten me all turned on. Nothing a cold shower and masturbation can't fix.

Four hours and fucking thirty minutes. I was livid now. Where the fuck is she and with whom. Or is she lost and can't find her way back ugh I'm going crazy. I sat on my bed tugging at the ends of my hair. I don't know how long passed when I suddenly heard the door open. I shot up hoping to see zendaya standing there. And there she was
" where in the fucks sake were you. Do you have any idea what the time is. I was about to send a search party out"
" chill out its not like I left in front of you. And why the hell would you send a search party. Are you crazy?"
I moved closer to her with just a little distance left between us
"crazy I'm fucking infuriated right now!! It's been five fucking hours do you have any idea and oh my fucking god why the fuck can I smell a guy's scent on you!! "
She has a lot of explaining to do
She moved past me and sat on the bed completely ignoring my question. Why isn't she answering?
I moved towards her and bent a bit forward so my face was right next to hers and my hands on her thighs
" I'm going to ask you one last time. Where the fuck were you and with whom were you with?! "
I asked awfully calm though I was angry. Actually combine both my anger with my wolfs anger.
" I am not obliged to answer your question. And why the hell are you fuming with anger like seriously." she replied staring in my eyes with matching intensity.
"because....fuck... Can you just answer the damn question" I held her chin trying to calm my self down reminding my self that she is with me now and not that dick or whosoever she was with
" OK fine I was with a boy. I don't know his name though and I was seriously in no mood of asking. I fell down and he simply helped me. You're infuriating you know that"
My mate bond told me she was lying but there's a lot of things thing this stupid bond does that doesn't make sense so I just decided to let it slip.... For now
I moved back contemplating what to do next
"so... When am I leaving"
"Zendaya you aren't leaving I need you to stay here where you belong. this is the last time we're having this conversation okay"
" what? harry why the fuck do I need to stay here and what the hell do you mean by I belong here?"
I'm so used to her calling me harry that I cant be bothered to correct her. She will never call me alpha and to be honest I've started liking the sound of my name slipping from her mouth, though usually in anger and frustration but nevertheless I've taken a liking to the sound of it. I wonder how it will sound when she moans my name? I need to stop before things get out of hand like they did the last time. I do think I or adrian can control our feelings toward our little human mate. I  remember the first time she called me harry and I acted out because of my reputation but I wanted to hear her say my name again. Now every one is used to her saying my name. I really don't know how I'm going to explain all of this to her. What if she asks me about us. How the fuck am I suppose to reply to that: you're my mate Luna of this pack but at the same time you will not rule nor will I mark you because you're a weakling but do stay here since I need you protected because of this stupid bond. Do enjoy your life here where you'll be stuck with humiliation!!! Fuck
" I'll explain everything soon till then please just cooperate. Also you have spring break so no need to rush to university" it's better to convince her politely. I dont need her escaping or running away like she did today.
I left to look for drake and figure this shit out