Mine (Onhold)

chapter 18

Sorry for the long ass pause. I was having my exams and couldn't find motivation to continue at that tine. So here goes. Thank you for voting!! I appreciate that you're reading my book. Please vote and spread some love.

Zendaya screamed and  struggled asking for us to stop but we couldn't causing her to soon faint. Frodo and benette were the best witches out there at least best that I'm still in contact with and come to my aid when ever needed and vice versa. Once frodo was done, zendaya was already unconscious. I carefully placed her on the bed, Covering her with a blanket. Once he was done froddo told me that she was poisoned because some one had injected something in her and I knew exactly where to point my finger. He left telling me to give her a medicine that he gave me as well as letting her rest, however I knew exactly what will happen once she wakes up. Why moon goddess?  Why did my mate have to be human? I sat on the couch going through all the recent events that occurred. Our intimate moments, reaction to Doruk and now Brian. What have I done? Will she ever forgive me?  I doubt it.
Soon slumber drifted me away from my unanswered questions

Zendaya pov.
I woke up once but my body was too heavy to move. I could barely open my eyes. I was going in and out of consciousness so I decided to put my mind to ease and sleep.
Yeah I should sleep!

I don't know what the time was when I woke up again but I was feeling slightly better. I still felt drained but I could move and think properly. I turned my head slightly when the door opened and in walked harry. The event that occurred soon began to play in my head and fear was consuming me. I wanted to scream but my throat was too dry. When he tried to touch me I flinched away. I don't want his disloyal fucking hands anyway near me. I never want to see that face but I had questions and they needed to be answered.
"speak."
He didn't reply. I think that wasn't the reaction he was expecting from a weak girl like me.
"actually don't I'm sick of you and I'm sick of your crap. I might be a weak girl according to you but I'm not an idiot. I'm sorry. I apologize with all my heart for thinking that you were a good person. I'm so fucking done!"
I quickly got up and felt a bit dizzy. I was about to fall down when Harry held me without saying a word but I won't let his hands anyway near me. He's a pig for treating me this way and I'm a stupid Bitch for letting him treat me this way. I shoved his hand off of me. He didn't say anything then but when he realized I was heading for the door that led outside he quickly spoke.
"where are you going?"
Ugh I hate when he thinks he can order me around. I didn't answer him but left the room.
"wait zenday please give me a chance to explain. It'll all make sense"
He followed me but I left for good saying two words "fuck you"
I smiled at him and left.
I was having trouble walking but I was no way in hell going to go back so I went to my safe place: doruks house.
I don't think he was there because I hadn't seen him around or heard of him. I stood in front of his door contemplating whether I should or shouldn't knock. I needed to get out of this Shit and I knew one person who was willing to help. Alayna had changed. Over the past few weeks of being here she was hardly ever there with me. She spent her time either with drake or away.
I decided against it. I'll find my own way out of here. I don't need any one's help I'm capable of doing this alone. I turned around and began to walk away slowly and painfully when I heard his voice
"thought I'd never see you again"

"Doruk. I,... yeah hi how are you?"
"clearly better than you. What happened?"
He walked closer to me. I wanted to move back but I didn't"
"yeah Shit happened"
" I see. Do you want to come inside"
I decided against it and shook my head.
"actually I wanted to ask a favour"
"sure"
" since I'm not very good with ways and I have no clue where the fuck I am could you please drop me off at my university? "
Doruk gave me a questioning look but decided to help me nonetheless.
You know that weird feeling like someone's eyes are on you or someone's watching? Yeah right now I felt Harry's gaze.  I keep looking around but I don't see him. And for some reason I... want to see him.
"trouble in paradise?"
"I'd rather not talk about this. Sorry"
" oh no worries."
I don't know how long we walked but I felt like we were going deeper into the forest. It was nearly night now and I was getting scared. He said it won't be long but we've been walking for quite some time now.
"Doruk are you sure you know the way"

And that's when shit happened. I was shoved against a tree and my arms were pulled above my head
"Doruk stop what the fuck are you doing?!"
I struggled but he didn't move.

"Shut up Bitch. I took a beating because of you. It's payback time."

I knew exactly what he was talking about. I tried to kick him in the balls but missed hitting his thigh and as a result earned a slap on my face. My tears began to flow till I realised what was about to happen so I screamed. I screamed out as loud as I could and screamed the name I never wanted to say again but I don't want to get abused in the middle of nowhere. Doruk pushed me and I fell on the ground.
" I said shut up Bitch"

"why are you doing this. I thought we were friends"

"friends in only doing what I was ordered to do since day one. But it took longer than it was suppose to"
"what the hell are you talking about?"

He didn't answer but moved closer to me. The fact that I didn't eat anything all day and that I went through the door I did want helping me so I moved away from him but Doruk kept following me. I quickly covered my eyes with my arms turned around when Doruk was about to kick me but heard a growl. I opened my eyes to see a wolf on top of Doruk growling at him. I moved back from the scene. There was something so familiar about the wolf. Doruk managed to pull away and.... TURNED INTO A FUCKING WOLF!!!
what the fuck just happened??  I kept staring and this reminded me of Harry when he turned. What the hell is happening. Soon both the wolves began to fight but Doruks wolf was at a disadvantage I hid behind a tree till I heard only one wolf, which meant either the other one was dead or ran away. I peeked from behind the tree and saw one wolf coming near me while Doruk was on the ground unconscious. I was Shit scared, frozen in place for God knows how long but the wolf didn't say anything. Soon realisation dawned upon me.....
Harry?