Mine (Onhold)

chapter 19

The wolf came near me and slightly nodded but I saw it. I moved back a bit scared when I heard the wolf howl painfully. I rested my back on the tree behind me and with a shaky hand patted the wolf on the head. I don't know why but I felt calm and happy next to the wolf. The wolf soon moved away and after sometime I saw Harry come from the direction of the wolf in just his boxers.
He walked closer to me and kneeled in front of me and very gently rubbed his thumb where I was slapped. Tears threatened to fall
"why is this happening to me"
"why all of a sudden am I going through so much pain?" I asked harry, needing an answer desperately
" I told you to stay away from him zend. Why couldn't you just listen to me, I was trying to protect you." harry said all of this in the gentlest tone I have ever heard him use while gently rubbing my cheek
" I know I just.... You, you turned into a wolf, and Doruk and what the hell is a mate. Please just make me understand so I know"
Harry sat next to me and after that explained everything to me that was important. Being an alpha, his Luna, different packs, mating etc.
" so I'm never leaving am I?" I asked sadly once he finished speaking
"you can try, but I'll always be there to find you and trust me you running away and I finding you will have circumstances you don't want to endure. Not only that I'm sure by now you understand how important your position is. By defying me or leaving you'll alert all my enemies not only will they hurt you but they'll hurt people you care about"
As soon as he said that my baby brother flashed in my mind and I knew right there and then I had to do this, for him.
"fine I'll stay but I want something in return"
Harry wasn't happy with this
" already trying to negotiate with the alpha. Don't forget your position human. I'll make you stay by force If I want to. I don't need your approval!"

"harry what is wrong with you? You want me to be your Luna, you want to mate with me, expect me to leave my life behind just for you and you can't even control your anger!"
" OK fine tell me what is it"
"finally thank you, I'll stay. I'll do as you say but the minute you're even slightly disrespectful or say something to hurt me I'm going to leave. I promise Luna or not, your mate or not I will leave you or do as I please."
"what the fuck did you say to me!!"
Harry growled at me but I had to take a stand now or I'll regret it later
" harry I mean it. You can't kiss other girls and expect me not to do the same , for fucks sake harry you let someone touch me, that's not fair on me and you know that if I did this to you you would have reacted way differently."
" fine. I fucking agree but zendaya you better not go behind my back doing shit I don't like. I don't want you getting all cosy with other boys. You will show me respect In front of others as well as private. Don't forget I'm an alpha before your mate and if you do anything to annoy me or piss me off I will punish you"
I got up: "don't go doing things that'll make me defy you. I'll be loyal to you as long as you are"
And with that I walked away knowing he was behind me. Taking steps towards my new home my new life

OMG I'm sorry for not publishing but I've been travelling and have universities to apply to and what not. This is honestly the worst period In anyone's life. Am I right or am I right?
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