I wake up to my alarm ringing none stop and for some reason i have a bad feeling about today, like as if i shouldn't even get out of bed today
"Scar, Ryder is here already" I hear Rick say from the door, i take a deep breath and get up before getting changed
I finish getting ready and just head down the stairs to see Ryder "Hey is everything okay?" Ryder asks and i shrug "I don't know i just have a bad feeling about today" I say and he nods before grabbing my hand "let's just get today over with and then after school i will take you to get some ice cream okay?" Ryder says and i nod, he always knows what to say to make me feel better about almost everything
After we reach school we walk in hand in hand like usual and i see Ellis standing on her own by her locker with a smirk planted on her face as she stares at me "What's with her" I ask confused and Ryder looks at the floor than at me "Who knows?" He says trying to hide something "What are you hiding Ry?" I ask and he looks at me "There's nothing, everything is okay" Ryder says looking into my eyes, i nod and just start walking to class
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Half of the day is gone and my head just feels like exploding and honestly i'm only getting frustrated that i cant find Ryder anywhere, i walk around and i hear two voices from one of the janitors closet "You know that i love you Ry and i want you back, leave that waste of space" I hear Ellis say and i can feel my blood start to boil "Ellis it's not like that anymore, things are different now i cant just leave Scarlet like that" Ryder says
"That's not how you felt like last night when you came over" Ellis says and that right there broke my heart, how could Ryder do me like this "I'll sort this out El" Ryder says and i just cant hear anymore so I take a deep breath and just walk away, when i'm down the hall i see the door opening causing me to run into one of the classes just to have to bump into Jackson
"Hey Scar" Jackson says, he looks kinda upset "What do you want Jackson" I ask, literally not in the mood for him "I've been wanting to talk to for a while but your always with that dick Ryder" Jackson says and i roll my eyes "Jackson i have no time for you right now" I say and turn around to leave "I miss you S, i have for a while now" Jackson says grabbing onto my arm "Jackson let go of me " I say and slap his arm away
"You miss me?" I say with a laugh "You left me Jackson, when i most needed you, you walked away from me to go to a slag and now you are telling me you miss me?" I ask and he looks down "Look at me Jackson" I say and he does "You do not get to come in and out of my life whenever the hell you desire, you know how i was after my parents died. You knew how long it took me to trust you with one thing and then you fuck me up like that. You cheated on me when i remained loyal, i stayed loyal to you the whole time we were together even when there was days when you treated me like absolute shit" I say and take a deep breath
"Maybe i should've cheated when i had the chance"I say and walk out of the room, i close the door and take a deep breath "Hey you okay?" I hear Ryder says and i fake smile "I'm just fine" I say before i hear the bell ring and start walking off to class, when i get to my next lesson all eyes were on me and for once that really bothered me
I sit at the back alone, my usual seat and just look at the teacher "Everything okay Scarlet?" I hear Miss Francis say "Peachy" I say sarcastically before giving her a fake smile, she rolls her eyes and continues to teach her class
After school i rush out and forget that i actually came with Ryder so lucky me, i have no ride home except for this lying bitch. "Hey are you okay? You have been avoiding me since lunch" Ryder says coming closer "Everything is just great Ryder, i just need to leave" I say and he nods, i get in the car with him and just stay on my phone
I feel the car come to a stop and see that i'm not home "Um where are we?" I ask " I told you i was gonna take you to get ice cream after school" He says "I just wanna go home Ryder" I say looking down, i can feel that i might start crying soon and i really dont want to start crying in front of him
"Come on Scar please?" Ryder asks and i sigh, i get out the car with Ryder and we just make our way inside. After i get my ice cream i just sit there silently "Okay tell me whats wrong" Ryder says looking at me and i just take a deep breath "Did you go to Ellis' house last night?" I ask and his face drop "Yeah i heard you little conversation with her in the janitors closet, so are you going to sort this out Ryder?" I ask and he takes a deep breath
"Scar its not like that" Ryder says and i shake my head "It's okay Ryder, this aint really a thing remember ? This relationship is fake and now all this fakeness is completely over" I say and get up "Now you can be with whoever the fuck you want Ryder" I say and walk away, i start walking towards home and i can already feel my eyes begin to fog up with tears
I can't believe i let myself like this guy, i'm actually completely and utterly stupid and i can't stress how much i regret letting this happen. I finally fin myself home and just take a deep breath before entering "Hey Scar where's Ryder?" Rick asks and i look over at me "It's over Rick, i ended everything" I say and i just let the tears fall, i tell Rick about everything from the beginning
"So this whole time, 3 months it was all fake?" Rick asks and i nod "And i ended up catching feeling, all of it was stupid" I say with a shrug "You know he likes you right ?" Rick says and i shake my head "Not after that conversation with Ellis, he said he was gonna sort it out and he went to her house last night Rick. I'm not that slow" I say and Rick says
"I wanna kill him" He says calmly and i look over at him "What? I want to" He says and i roll my eyes "there's just no point Rick" I whisper and stand up "listen I'm just gonna head to bed okay? I don't wanna have to go through this again" I say and Rick nods, he gives me one last hug and I head up the stairs
Once I reach my room I close my door and that's when I feel everything hit me at once, Ryder never liked me and he never will. I feel my world crush into pieces, I lean on the door for support but I can't hide the fact that I can feel my heart break into pieces. I slide down and I just let the tears fall making me feel like once again I'm drowning and this time no one can pull me up.
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My (Fake) Lover
RomanceScarlet Parker and Ryder Jones have been enemies since they started walking but what happens when their lovers dump the to be with each other?? Revenge is much sweeter than the hate they share