Identity Disorder *Cashby* (boyxboy)

Chapter 3- Calm Before The Storm

Alan's POV

I woke up and austin wasn't here. I was glad he decided to sleep with me last night. He makes me so happy but the thought of him not here now, It made me really sad. I stretched out and got out of bed.

We should reach Washington soon. We have this huge show tonight and there's gonna be a lot of people there. We've been to Washington before but it's different somehow. I think it's gonna be the best show we ever did. I wonder where we are now? Plus I need to take a shower in this stupid bus.

I walked out of the back and went straight to the bathroom. I gonna pee really bad man.

After picking out my clothes it came down to my misfits shirt and some jeans. I took off my cloths and ran the water. Why do people take really hot showers?? I never got that, why not warm showers?

I let the water run down my skin. I ran my fingers through my hair. Damn it feels good to shower. I dried myself, put a towel around my waist, and got out. Aaron walked in.

"Oh shit sorry."

"No it's okay." I didn't want to sound rude.

"Whatever." Well shit what is his problem?

I walked out into the lounge and sat down. Phil is watching tv and Tino is, well, being Tino. I grabbed my guitar while i just sat there. All of the sudden a rhythm came to me.

It's soft and slow. I strum to the sound thats ringing in my ears. Little did I know austin is just staring at me.

"Alan that's perfect play that again." I did what he said.

"I can't stop thinking about the way, i left you sinking with no escape." Although that's all he had, it was amazing. His voice gives me chills. This man can sing me to sleep.

"What was that?." Oh god i said that out loud." You would like me to sing you to sleep? Geez I didn't know I had a good voice." I let my cheeks hear up and turn red.

Austin's POV

What's wrong with me? I'm sorry for everyone who has to be friends with me. I don't even like myself right now. Ugh.

Ever Since I found found out Ashby was gay i was distant and hostile. I can't quite put my finger on it. I don't care if he is, matter of fact I love gay people.

I found myself staring at alan. His eyes are so perfect. I love the way his eyes move from one place another. He's perfect. Wait hold up..What has gotten into me recently?

I liked what he did last night. I lost control and kissed him again. Ive been questioning it yes but i dont know. Thats just not me right? I mean liking guys isnt my thing. Ive never had a crush on a boy.

With everything going on in my head i spaced it out once more.

We just arrived in washington. Im so excited, its gonna be huge. We get to see other bands! A lot more actually. Bands like Pierce the Veil, Sleeping with Sirens, Issues, Motionless in White, Bring me the Horizon, and i also heard All time Low is gonna be there. I can't wait to meet everyone. I hope I don't mess this up.

"Hey Phil what time do we play again?" I completely forgot.

"It's 3:00 now so around 5:30." Oh thank god he's a life saver.

"Thanks." I hurried off the bus. It's time to talk to some people. This venue is pretty huge to say the least.

I seen Bring me the Horizon by their bus. "Hey Oliver, Jordan. Long time no see." A couple months back we went on tour together.

"Hey Austin! It's great to see you again." We had some good times.

"Yeah! For sure. I wish you guys the best tonight."

"Hey Alan!" Lee screamed and ran towards the ginger. Are you kidding me? When did they become friends?

"Hey Oli can i talk to you? Like alone." We walked to the back of the bus.

"So you're still with josh right?" He nodded his head. "Yeah, I should see him tonight, why?" I wanted to ask him for advice. "Why are you interested? Haha." I had to laugh.

"No ha I just wanted to know, like how do you not care about what people think about it?" I guess that got him thinking.

"If it's love you shouldn't matter what other people think. If you truly love them everything will be okay." He has a point.

"Thanks oli."

"No problem mate."

I left where we were and i walked to the Pierce the veil bus where i saw Mike. "hey! Mike what's up?" He found where the sound came from. "Oh hey austin! Nothing much at all im going inside, come if you want.

We both walked in the bus and Kellin and Vic were in the couch. "Oh god you guys!" Mike yelled. They scrambled for their clothes. "We weren't doing anything bad!" Vic defended. "Yeah!" Kellin said. I just i looked away.

"We'll see you guys later. Oh and vic, Kellin i have to talk to you guys later tonight okay?."

"Oh yeah, that's cool definitely."Vic said.

"Yeah anything for you." Kellin replied.

I walked back to where everyone was at. I couldn't find any of my bandmates. We have to play like now.

I went to the stage and there the were. "Sorry guys I'm a little late." They all gave me a glare, except alan he just looked at me. I think i should really tell him.

"Alan come here real quick." We went behind the speaker.

"What's up austin we have 5 minutes."

"It's important. I've been thinking about you lately and I think I really like you." I didn't want to say love just yet.

"Austin not now okay?"

I kissed him anyway and I didn't stop. I've been waiting for this all day. He didn't stop me though.

"Okay austin time to stop. We have to go play now. We'll talk about this later." He sounded mad. The quick peck on my lips told me otherwise.

I needed to show him i can be what he needs. He is all that I want. I can't imagine what would happen to me with out him.....

My imagination's much worse, I just never want to know.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

A/N: hey guys!!!! So 3rd part is up tell me what you think please :) comment and spread this story please.

Song: Calm Before The Storm- Fall Out Boy