Chapter 6

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Chandler's pov

As Derek drove Justin's car I was in the back seat with Justin. You know trying to calm him down.

"Jay do you know where we're going tomorrow?"I ask him as I can see him peeking at me through his fingers. Hes so cute.

"P-prom" he stutters

"That's right and you know what else?" I ask him as he shook is head no.

"Well then let me tell you. We're gonna spend the entire day together then we're gonna get ready for the prom. After that I'm gonna take you out again." I tell him as I slowly pulled his hands down away from his face.

"W-why? I-I'm such a lo-loser" he says making my heart break.

"Your not a loser you know why? Cause your a Bieber and you know what else?" I ask him

"What?" He asks me

"I love you" I whisper in his ear and he gave me a small smile.

"There's that smile" I say

"If you're back here then who's driving my car?" He asks me I dont know if I should tell him cause I don't want him to have a panic attack on me.

"Your brother" is all I say

"Which one?" He asks me

He turned his head and saw a patch of blonde in the rearview mirror.

"Der-Derek is driving my car? He's going to kill me Chandler he doesn't love me anymore. He never did and its because I'm not straight" he says crying into his hands. I looked at Derek and I saw his eyes glistening. He wants to cry.

See Derek told us all The Truth and yes it's true he does hate the fact that both his brothers are gay. He also said that if he could take back everything he told those three idiots to do to Justin he would take it back. As Derek pulled up in front of their house Derek got out. He came around the car and gently lifted Justin off of my lap. I got out and shut the door.

"No! Put me down!" Justin yelled managing to get out of Derek's hold. He looked at me.

"You broke him" Jason says causing us to look at him.

"I did not" Derek says as we walk into the house.

I walked to Justin's room to see the door already open. I tapped on the door frame and he looked up from his pillow.

"May I come in?" I ask him

"Yeah" he says as I rolled his computer chair up to his bed and sat in it.

"How You feeling?" I ask him

"Drained I'm tired Chandler I wanna sleep" he tells me

"Well if you want to sleep then sleep I'll still be here when you wake up" I tell him as he smiled small at me.

"Chandler why be friends with me? Why do you want to be with me?" He asks me as his eyes looked droopy.

"Get some sleep" I tell him as his eyes shut and Jason walked in

"You know if you two decide to be together you better treat him good he's already been through enough and I just I don't want to see him hurt anymore." He tells me as he kissed Justin on the top of his head. He pulled his blanket up over him and he nodded his head telling me to come with him.

"To tell you The Truth Jason I don't think Justin wants to be more than friends with me" I say as we sit on the couch.

"He will trust me I know my little bro" he tells me.

Derek's pov

As I am cleaning up my room at this very moment I thought about how much I hurt my baby brother. I mean he hates me. I don't like knowing that.

"Hey he's sleeping" I see Chandler poking his head into my room.

"Chandler I really do feel bad I hope you know that" I tell him I cleaned up the glass off the floor.

"Yeah I know you are" he says and pats my back. He left my room and I looked around. He really did a number on my room.

I sat down in my gaming chair and blew out an aggravated breath. I ran my hands over my face while letting my tears leave my eyes. I feel so awful! I hate myself!

"This is all my fault! I hurt my baby brother! I broke him!" I scream into my hands and kick my desk. As I saw the broken mirror I felt the urge to hurt myself. I picked up a piece of glass and made a cut for every bad and hurtful thing that I've ever done to Justin.

"What's going on in her-" whoever it was cut themself off by seeing what I'm doing.

"Jason!" I looked up to see Melina with Amber

"What's wrong?" He says running in my room and freezing.

"Tell Justin I'm sorry" I say and slit my wrist one more time and fainted.

Justin's pov

I am waking up and seeing that it's nine o'clock at night.

"Jason? Chandler?" I say getting up and leaving my room. I walked into the living room to see Derek asleep.

"Jay he's really sorry" I turn to see Melina

"Who?" I ask her

"Derek is really sorry for everything he did and he cut his wrist and said each one was for every mean and hurtful thing he's ever done." She tells me as I see that his wrist is wrapped up.

I felt my eyes start to sting and I rubbed them.

"Justin he's gonna be fine he just fainted" she tells me

"Its my fault I told him he never loved me and that I hate him. I dont hate him I could never hes my brother I love him more than anything." I tell her

"I think he would like to hear that" I looked up to see that Derek's awake. I ran over to him as he stood up and I broke down in his arms.

"I'm so so so so so so so sorry Der I didn't mean it! I don't hate you I could never hate you! Please I'm so sorry I'm sorry for not being the brother you always wanted. I'm sorry that I'm gay I hate that you hurt yourself because of me" I sobbed

"Woah woah woah Justin calm down its okay I didnt hurt myself because of you I did this because of me. I love you baby bro you mean absolutely everything to me to be completely honest I think I'm either bipolar or I have a split personality" he tells me as he looked at me.

"Or it could be both" Jason says walking up to the both of us.

"I love you both so much I'm sorry I haven't been the brother that you should look up to" Derek says to us.

"Its cool nobody's perfect" I say as I tripped and we all fell back on the couch. Laughing and everything.

"Oh I miss this and I'm gonna miss it more when you leave for California on Sunday" I say

"Hey I'll come back and visit I promise at least you two get to stay here" Derek says

"No they don't" we looked up to see our mother

"Why not?" I ask

"Cause my job worked it out so we can all move to California" she tells us

We all looked at each other and didn't say anything.

"Want us to help you pack?" Chandler asks us

"Yeah I guess" I say getting up and going to my room with Chandler and Lindsey right behind me.

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