The Truth Sequel To My Brothers *Bieber McCann Story*

Chapter 21

Justin's pov

"Are you okay?" Jai asks me

"Yeah I'm okay" I tell him as I gave him a small smile

"Are you sure your face is red?" He asks me

"Yeah Jai I promise now why don't you want me to leave?" I ask him as I looked over at Derek and back at Jai

"Because who am I gonna play with when my daddy has to start working?" He asks me

"Jai" I say as I lay back with him looking down at me

"Yeah" he says

"I don't want to stay because some of the people at my school are really mean to me" I tell him

"Well why don't you tell someone?" He asks me

"Well you see Jai your daddy told someone and well it didn't really fix anything, but if you want me to stay then I will" I say

"Yay!" He says while hugging me.

"Jaison!" We all hear Jase yell

He ran out of the room and back into Jason's room

"Man my face really hurts I haven't been smacked like that since I was well you know" I say as I look over at Derek

"Anyways thanks for sticking up for me" I say while I walk out the door and back to my room. Our rooms down the hall are in the order that we were born in. Yeah I know like for real? 

Anyway I walked into my bathroom and shut the door. I turned the shower on and waited for it to heat up. I stripped down and stepped inside after I felt the temperature. I don't think my life is ever gonna stop being such a living hell. To be completely honest I wish I never came out of the closet in grade school. It feels like a mistake. So anyway I took my shower and decided to get ready for the remaining time that I have for today.

I walked into my room in search of my briefs. Once I found them I put them on and managed to find my black skinnies. I slipped them on after putting my socks on. I went though my closet seven times trying to find a stupid shirt. Once I found one I put the damn thing on and went to go do my hair and brush my teeth. After I finished doing all of that I plopped my ass back down on my bed and turned the tv on. I settled for Family Guy and I managed to end up falling asleep.

Later That Afternoon

Justin's pov (continued)

"Hey look at the fag he's crying because nobody loves him" I hear someone say

"No wonder we never saw him with a girl it was cause he was gettin it up the ass" another person says

It felt so real that I started crying wishing for everything to just be the way it used to be.

"Jay! Wake up" I hear someone say while gently shaking me

"No! Stop laughing at me" I cry out

"Jay no ones laughing at you" I hear them say

"Fine! I will!" I scream out

"Justin, Jay wake up" I hear them say again and my eyes flew open to see Jason and Derek. I covered my face with my hands and I realized that I had been sweating.

"I'm so sorry I'm so sorry" I say tears streaming down my face. I pulled my arm away from my face to see that I have scratches. I turned away from my brothers and to tell you all The Truth I used to self harm when I would have a nightmare. I honestly am ashamed of myself and I wish I was different.

"Jay let me see" Jason says pulling my arm up to him as I pushed my face into my pillow and cried

"Is uncle Justin okay daddy?" I hear Jai's small voice run through my ears.

"He's Alright Jai now why don't you go find something to watch in the living room while I talk to Justin" he says

"Okay I love you uncle Justin" he says as I slowly turned my head to look at Jason. We didn't say a word to each other all he did was lay next to me and he pulled me into his arms. I turned to face him and just bursted into tears.

"It's alright it's okay I'm here" he says while holding me tight

It was about an hour later when I had calmed down and I took my medication and just stayed in bed while Jason and Derek took Jai out to the park. I watched Ren and stimpy till they got back.

"Uncle Justin!" I hear Jai say as he pranced into my room with something behind his back.

"Hey little man what's up?" I ask him as he sat on my bed

"I got you something while we were out" he tells me

"Oh yeah what did you get me?" I ask him

"Close your eyes" he tells me as I close my eyes

"Okay open your eyes" he says as I open my eyes to see a stuffed monkey on my belly.

"Awe I love it Jai thank you baby" I say lifting him up and laying him next to me

"I'm glad your okay I know that I'm only five, but I know one day I'll understand I think" he says as I smiled at him

"What do you wanna do cause you go home to mommy and Brandon tomorrow" I say as he played with Oscars horn.

"I don't know I mean I want to still learn how to skateboard" he tells me

"Well what are you waiting for let's go" I say as we hop off my bed and headed outside while telling Jason what we are doing.

"Yay!" He says as we get into the driveway and he tried to do the trick that I taught him yesterday.

"I did it! I can't believe I did it!" He says as he ran up to me and we high five each other.

"Thank you uncle Justin thank you I love you" He says as he looks at me cause I am sitting down in the driveway

"Your welcome Jai I love you too" I say as I see a car pulling up in front of the house. I rose to my feet while picking up Jai.

"Who's that?" He asks me

"One of mine and daddy's friends that's all" I tell him

"Hey Bieber what's up man?" He says

"Hey Ashton man what's up?" I ask him as I tried to hint to that I don't really wanna talk to him

"Nothing much just thought I would stop by haven't seen you guys in a long time oh who's this little guy" he says

"Hi I'm Jaison but everyone calls me Jai because my daddy's name is Jason too" Jai tells him

"Wait this is McCann's kid?" He asks me

"Yeah this is my nephew one and only" I say as I hear the front door open

"Ashton man where the hell have you been?" Jason says walking up to him and giving him a bro hug.