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dear diary part 1

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Olivia's Point Of View:

1st of January 2019.

Dear Diary,

mum told me that I'm slowly becoming the person she feared I'd become.
She doesn't like me having mood swings too often.
I really want to disappear; just to see how everybody would react.

O.

9th of January 2019.

Dear Diary,

today a new guy came to attend our highschool. I hope he finds friends quicker than I did find the strenght to live.

Today my brother told me that he hoped I suffocated. Next time I should hand him his controller faster.

O.

12th of January 2019.

Dear Diary,

his name is Harry.
Harry is quiet.
Harry is kind.
Harry likes to smile.

I like Harry.

O.

14th of January 2019.

Dear Diary,

today, one girl called me a pig.
Another guy stopped her and said that I was like the sun: fat.

Harry watched and I'm embarrassed.

O.

15th of January 2019.

Dear Diary,

my family hates me and the more they talk to me like that, the more I realise that there's nothing left in this world.

At school I'm quiet.
At home I'm everything.

O.

20th of January 2019.

Dear Diary,

I cut.
I cut because I wanted to actually feel something.

O.

25th of January 2019.

Dear Diary,

some dudes said stuff about me, and Harry told them to stop.

Why.

1st of February 2019.

Dear Diary,

somebody left a rose on my desk.
I examined it and made eye contact with Harry. He let a small smile fall on his lips and looked away.

O.

3rd of February 2019.

Dear Diary,

Harry approached me today.
He said that my white and orange striped tshirt looked nice.

I said that I liked his boots.
He laughed and I'm embarrassed.

O.

4th of February 2019.

Dear Diary,

Mrs. Willow announced a project that we had to do with another person.
Harry raised his hand and said he wanted to be with me.

A girl told me that I needed to die, because Harry was blind and couldn't see what he got himself into.

Ok.

O.

7th of February 2019.

Dear Diary,

Harry and I worked on the project at the library.

Before we left, he kissed my cheek and left me speechless.

O.

? February 2019.

Dear Diary,

two guys threw my rucksack on the street and broke my glasses.

I'm sorry for not being enough.

O.

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Welcome to a rare #Harry'sSaturday.  xx

There's going to be a part two; I don't know how this is gonna end, but I know that I needed to write a chapter like this.

My feelings are kinda messed up right now. I'm sorry guys, for low chapter quality.

I love you,

belle. xx

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Published the 6th of April 2019.
461 words.

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