I'm slowly losing my obsession with them. I have been getting into other groups and I slowly stopped listening to their songs all the time. I stopped wondering about their merch and twitter and started drawing fewer pictures of them. I stopped catching up on their lives. You know.
Moving on...
Thank god for autoplay. I was watching Chanbaek moments and then it auto played to BTS tweets. I almost forgot how much I love these boys.
I will never forget how these boys had shaped me into the person I know and love to this day.
Let's start with youngest to oldest shall we...?
Jeon Jungkook
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Well, you were my first bias. At first, I used to pay attention to you a lot. You always stole my view on others, you raised my standards so incredibly high. On days like I used to have last year I would always turn on your voice from my phone and thank god- it was such a stress reliever for me. I could never be the same without you. I want to be like you really. Perfect and good at everything. I remember sitting with my friend Amberdawn in the garage and we both asked ourselves "where the hell is Jungkook's flaws," and not joking- we couldn't find any flaws. For you, I wanted to be healthy again. Raise my standards for myself high and reach every single goal I had even if the goal was small. Whether it would be raising my grade to an "A" or continuing my hard work and dedication towards something I really want. Like you said... "effort is what makes you 'you'." I will never forget the impact you have on my life. I wouldn't be me without you. Thank you for that Jungkook...
Kim Taehyung
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My one and only bias. The love and light in my life. I don't even know where to start with him. My bias has changed multiple times but for a year now, Kim Taehyung has been mine. My one and only baby. Thank you for teaching me that it'll be ok. It's ok to be myself. It's ok that people are judging. It's ok that you fall down sometimes. It's ok to be different. It's ok to try. It's ok in the darkest times. Everything will truly be ok. You really taught me that I can be myself anywhere and everywhere. I put on a huge mask before I came across you guys. I was this... basic, social, non-happy person where I would try to make friends with every single person I met so I wasn't hated by anyone. But when you taught me to remove my mask and just be myself, I was a new person. I was myself. I was happy, bubbly, nonsocial, weird, strange, "artsy", and unique I would say. I lost all my popular friends but then when I lost them you taught me that it's ok. In fact... I made even better friends. Everyone who I know and love till this day. I have made the most memorable friends you will ever think of! They aren't fake with me and I am not fake with them. Being my true self has made me a better person and made the best people to come into my life. Thank you for that Kim Taehyung...
