❞阿谢尔's lifestyle❞

꒱꒱꒱ this makes me sad

So today

I didn't have a good day

And that's ok uwuwuwuw

There's nothing wrong with that and I feel like it's ok to talk about your feelings sometimes

So I told my mom a deep secret of mine that could possibly ruin some important friendships-

But after hearing that she asked if we could cuddle together, just like I did when I was little.

I was happy for a second.

She held me in her arms and for the first time I was actually able to shut my eyes and try to sleep.

I was very drowsy, I barely understood anything that my mom was talking about when she was talking to me.

I was close to crying because I didnt feel lonely and I felt like I could finally sleep.

I forgot what it was like to have someone do that, and it doesn't have to be your partner or something like that.

It can be anyone, and for me it was my mom. And I felt safe. It was amazing.

I want to feel that again, no matter who it is, holding me and rock me to sleep.

I'm sad that I cant sleep well anymore... I'm really want to go back to her arms but shes sleeping

I love her. My mom. She means the world to me and means so much to me, my actual inspiration in life and she makes me so happy.

But here I go again, another sleepless and lonely night

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