I NEVER KNEW IT WAS YOU

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Jack POV

I love her is all clear to me now I can't stop  thinking  about  her I mean her name is always on my lips some will say I have gone mad but I can't help myself  I want to but I can't.

The worst pain is loving someone who don't love you back the feelings is bad I watched how she is looking at me at the movies I knew she will crack one day but all this affections is just her plan how can I make her stop how can I prove to her that I love her so much how can I make her understand how much she mean to me

Wake up is time for school and your friend josh is outside waiting for you so be fast I heard mum said

Is already morning I did not even sleep at all

Good morning mum I greeted her while trying to get comfortable on my bed

She looked at me and I knew that look it seems she want to ask me something

Jack what is going on in that mind of yours you seem distant this days so tell me am your  mum she said with a determine look

Mum am fine I can't tell her what is going she will keep me away from Anna and I don't want to stay away from her I mean I can't stay few minutes from her I will literal die I think of what she do each minute I think of her lips I think of how to protect her from the world I love her how I wish she knew what she is doing to me

You zone out on me again Jack tell me what is going on,  my mum's voice brought me back

Mum am fine and I need to prepare for school later mum I rush inside my bathroom without allowing her to talk am sorry mum I can't tell you anything you might hate your future daughter in law I hate to hide things from my mum but this time around this is my fight

After preparing I came down for  breakfast and find Josh sitting down with my parents discussing I hope they are not asking him what is going on with me.

Hi Josh you are early I told him while hitting his back playfully

Yes man early to bed early to rise he said raising his eye brow

I saw my mum nodding oooo they like him already I hurried over my breakfast and kiss mum and said bye to dad and hurried out with Josh I entered my car and I happened to look towards her window and there she is combing her hair I could not look away I want her

You are so into her hope this wont backfire Josh said

No it won't backfire she will love me soon I said and drove off towards direction of school I could not help but think what  should I do to make her want me just as I want her.

We  reached school and I park my car at my spot yeah  girls are already coming closer to my car but they don't know I have my eyes set on one particular girl whose car is already coming towards the school parking lot and am not letting her go.

I watched her park her car and came out with her friend Tracy she did not see me though she walked to the school hall way and we followed her I could not help but pray

God pls if actually she is the one for me let her look back I prayed in my heart and just as I opened my eyes her i watched her and saw that she stopped I hoped pls look behind you pls am so desperate

She started talking to Tracy was like asking her question I watched Tracy glace at us and whispered something to her and just like that she turned,  our eyes met each other and I could not look away her eyes is so pure and bright like a morning sun her looks is so captivating and I feel like rubbing my hands on her blond hair we stayed like that till the Bell distracted us and the best part she waved and joined her friend to the class.

Anna deny all you want,  I know you feel the same for me  but you don't know yet I pray it won't be late .

Jack I understand how love work and I pray yours work and before I forget you guys will look good together if she makes you happy then am not stopping you again my duty as a Friend is to support you and that is what am going to give.  Josh said  while rubbing his black

Thanks Josh for understanding  we went to class and today flow like always, we  wrote test and passed our previous home work

After two lessons it was time for Lunch break  everybody rush out of class as if something is pursuing them well who won't rush when the class was as boring as ever I rush out with Josh following beside me already but my feet glued me at once,  there she was talking to a senior boy I got jealous I wanted to know what they are talking about I went a little bit closer and I could hear the boy asking her to accompany him to a  party hosted by my classmate   this Friday    well am coming with you and not with this guy and this guy should be aware that Anna is mine and nobody can take her away from me I watched them walked away without hearing her answer I really want to know if she said yes or no I want everybody to know Anna belong to me she is specially made for me and mine she will become soon I walked back to Josh who was still waiting for me

Was up what happened he asked looking behind me

Nothing just wanted to check something let's go I drag him to the cafeteria while watching his confused state