I NEVER KNEW IT WAS YOU

012 # Run away

 

Anna POV

I can't believe I allowed him to touch me that soon.

I feel so ashamed that I can't even face anybody again and the worst is that,
is not even the sex we had that is making me angry but the feelings that came with it I love him and I don't  know how it happened I want to leave here I can't stay here any longer I need to go I just need to go far away, somewhere far away that nobody will find me I have to change  school also I will miss Tracy she is  the only person I told about my travel after my parents.

it was hard convincing them till they agree I stay with my aunt in London I have a dream of  going to London after high school,  now am going to fulfill the dream

pls jack am sorry if I have hurt you by doing this,   am doing this for you I can't hurt you I need to run away from you  I will eventually hurt you even if I should stay

I will miss him so much gosh am so stupid he loved me with all his heart even when he knew what I planned to do to him but yet he keep on loving me, 

jack am really sorry pls forgive me I try to wipe  my tears immediately  I heard his voice I don't want to talk to him I will cry

Anna am calling you I heard him say behind me but I ignored him and keep on walking till he grab my hand and drag me to the change room I still refused to lift my eyes to look at him,   he lift my face with his fingers and I try all I could not to cry in front of him

Anna I swear if you leave me I won't forgive you I will hate you for the rest of my life I promise you that,   jack said as tears ruin his handsome face

I dnt know what to say but I really I have to say something to make him go away

I will never love you I told him
I saw the shock on his face and I regretted it immediately I wanted to take it back but the words have gone deep

he looked at me for some seconds and then kiss me deeply and before I knew what is happening he was all over me I wanted to push him away but I blame my hands that is bringing him closer I did not know when he lifted my skirt up and push my hands away

He entered me at once without preparation I try not to cry but the pain is too much he went on and on till we became so tired and he left me without saying anything I felt hurt and used and I was more determined to get out of this town

I walked out grab my bags and say goodbye to the school and rushed home took my passport and my bag and off I go

London here I come

I entered my flight with sadness I could not help it I cried so hard that I wish to go off and run back home and to my lovely bed.

We left after some hours leaving my parents, jack, Tracy behind without knowing that fate has another thing install for me because inside that plane I did not know a life is growing inside me that  will change my life ever.