I NEVER KNEW IT WAS YOU

chapter twenty

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And this Novel is coming to an end soon OMG am sad am going to miss Jack and Anna.

Anna pov

Seeing my angel in that condition is breaking me apart is as if someone is tearing my soul apart I can't even stand up I wish I did not leave her this morning, she was telling me that she will not go to school today but i insisted,

what kind of a mother I am oh God please save my baby for me please I can not leave without her I will die

My aunt sustain some injuries but she is fine now and Jack have been here since two days ago I felt pity for him I accused him of trying to kill his own daughter well he did not know she is his daughter I manage to convince him that day that my child is not his,

I guess he is not buying it but he look so confused and empty right now I mean he has not gone home since two days ago he is just shattered like me.

Blood can not lie and that is why he can not leave her side he told me he will stay till she wakes up yes my daughter is free from danger but she has not open her eyes the doctor said if she sleep for a long time she might die I whimpered.

I have to tell Jack the truth what if I loose her ,Jack won't know exactly who she is, he won't know he had a daughter, am sure he is going to be angry for keeping her away from him all this years but I got no option I have to run.

Am insecured about myself I don't want him to leave me like others when they learn I can't leave without them, when it comes to the person I love.

He is going to leave me if he learn that I can't leave without him he won't treat me right again knowing I will never leave because when I love, I love deeply

I have to tell him that she is his daughter that he has been looking after his own daughter in the hospital I can't hide the truth again I want someone to love me like I will do, I want someone to want me, I want someone to accept me and my flaws ,I want someone that wont be ashamed of me in public I want someone that will desire me and make me feel special and loved and if that person is Jack then I want to try it out with him maybe we can leave like a family that we are supposed to be ,stay together and be happy.

I stood up to look for him he told me while ago that he is going to the canteen to eat  so I rushed to the canteen, am nervous I know Jack is hot tempered, what if he slap me for keeping his daughter a secret from him but I ignored everything I have to do this and beside he is the one that hurt me the most so he should beg for my forgiveness instead

I saw him at a table eating I went closer he did not notice me till I sat down beside him

Jack I have something to tell you is not that I have forgiven you but I just feel you have the right to know, I told him

He looked at me and gave me his attention forgetting his food yeah that is Jack for you he will pay attention but after you won't see him quite

Well ,Jack remember when we were in high school and the day I left for London remember how you had sex  with me and left

I saw sadness in his eyes he lowered his face and I saw tears coming out, he is actually sorry for doing what he did

Am sorry for what I did I swear I looked for you after I went home I was planing to apologize to you but you were gone, actually am here in London because of you , because I was looking for you .

I remembered ,you told me you are going to school here I purposely came for you he held my hand 

I look at our  joined hands I relaxed a bit, we have made mistakes  in the past and our mistakes can be corrected by us I want to make this work I really want to

Jack that sex five years ago produce something I removed my eyes from him because I can feel myself heating up

Jack we have a daughter and that daughter is the one sleeping in that hospital bed that you have been looking after for two days I told him .

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