I NEVER KNEW IT WAS YOU

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Anna POV

Jack and I  are going out today yes is our first date together since we became a couple and jack have been acting strange and so possessive since he saw me with his classmate yesterday at school  he is jealous I see this is becoming fun.

I  dressed in my best attire composing of a  short gown,  applied a little make up

I look good I know I can't wait for Jack to see me I want to know what he think of it I want him to watch me with his beautiful eyes and tell me I look beautiful

Why do I care about what he thinks I dnt love him God what is happening to me why do I feel that am doing the wrong thing by planing to hurt him I feel so confused right now

You look pretty mum said as soon I came downstairs

Thanks mum I kissed her I promise I will be back before you know it

She nod at me and led me to the door where I guess Jack is already waiting am getting nervous what if he don't like me or my dressing what if he did not like how I parked my hair,

oooo Anna get a grip of yourself you are not in love what he think dose not matter I try to assure myself

Mum opened the door and the sight of Jack stole my breath away 
I mean he look good in his blue  jeans and black jacket

  he look so handsome that I can't wait to be in his arms again and allowed him to kiss me like just the other day at the movies.

He watched me with his eyes I know he like what he seeing  with the way his eyes is smiling at me I feel naked and wonder how I will feel if he is on top of me  touching my delicate parts giving me the ultimate pleasure my body needs while  I moan his name

Anna do have a nice and stop undressing him already my mum whispered

I felt ashamed, what if someone heard me  I try to hide my red face

Thanks ma jack said I promise to take care of your daughter

My mum seem relaxed and closed the door behind her, he  took my hand and led me towards the car he opened the door for me and I got in,  he went towards his own side and got in

He looked at me again and I could not stop thinking of so many things that lips can do to my body

You look very beautiful pls do me the pleasure of kissing you because am not sure if I can drive without having  your lips he said

I blushed so hard that my face is red, jack is making me feel so many things I feel exited and also confused he is getting to me badly

Yes I answered him trying hard to breath I watched as he bend down and captured my lips in his

He kissed me slow and needy, full of emotions is like he is trying to put all his feelings into the kiss I watched him devour me while I whimpered I rub my hands in his back and bring him closer we kissed as if is our last kiss am falling for Jack but I can't let him know I won't allow anybody to hurt me again I desire jack and that is all.

We pulled  away and gaze at each other with something I don't know and I could think is that I can't hurt Jack I better leave him than hurt him am working on myself I don't want to add him to my problems

He drove off without saying anything I watched our two hands joined together I know what am planing to do is wrong I can't hurt him because I feel he deserve someone better than me he deserve someone who is not broke like me he deserve someone who is beautiful and who will always be there for him and with that I made up my mind to leave him as soon as I can.

We pulled over a park and jack look for space to park his car I saw the park is not full since is night already I wonder what he is planning

He walked towards my door and  opened it for me,  we walked towards the park in a comfortable silent with our hands together

We walk towards the spring and I lost my steps,  Jack cut me and as we  gaze at each other right in each other arms  I knew I can't hurt him I have to leave as fast as I can, 

the feelings is too much for me now I have fallen in love again I taught I train myself not to date another boy after Sam and now this boy is all I think of that made me forget Sam immediately I love Jack and the taught that I was going to hurt him made me weak

I stood up and the next thing I know  he kissing  and when I turn around I saw a banner

Anna be mine forever I don't care about anything just be mine from Jack

I was already in tears and I saw him looking at me as if I was the most treasured person on earth nobody have ever made me feel like that even my parents but I can't accept this am going to hurt him if I should leave   he looked at me   expecting my answer.

I can't I whispered with tears in my eyes

Anna I love  you and I know you were planing something against me Jack said

I look at him with confusion thinking about what he said

I know that you came close to me to leave me after but I don't  care because my heart already accepted you and whatever happened in future just know that Jack love you so much

I was shaken seeing jack cry because of me I wish I won't have to hurt him  am broken he deserve someone better than me

I kissed him while I held  him in my arms the promises lost in the air as the night drift off slowly.