Randomness 2. The sequel no one wanted.

P r a y Pt2

^i thanked him for the hug and asked him to thank the friends who also comforted me since I had already left the church. I DONT DESERVE THESE WONDERFUL PEOPLE, I SWEAR-^

(Long Story Incoming)
I CRIED AGAIN AT CHURCH
BUT I THINK IT WAS A GOOD THING
SO
IT WAS AFTER THE SERMON
AND WE WERE DOING SMALL GROUP QUESTIONS
AND ONE OF THEM WAS
WHAT IS YOUR GOD SIZED PRAYER?
SO OF COURSE I ANSWERED HONESTLY
PRAYING FOR THOSE STRUGGLING WITH MENTAL ILLNESS
DEPRESSION
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
ALL THE STUFF WE'VE DEALT WITH
SO THE SECOND PART OF THE QUESTION WAS
HOW DO YOU KNOW THIS IS FROM GOD AND NOT YOUR OWN PERSONAL DESIRES
SO
I SHARED WHAT HAPPENED MONTHS AGO
LEAVING OUT THE FACT THAT IT WAS MY INTERNET FRIENDS
I STARTED CRYING AS I WAS TALKING
I BROUGHT UP PRACTICING WHAT YOU PREACH CUZ I ALWAYS SAY EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON
AND WHEN I FINISHED
MY FRIEND LITERALLY GOT UP FROM HER TABLE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROOM
RAN OVER
AND HUGGED ME AS I CRIED
THE ADULT LEADER AT THE TABLE PRAYED WITH ME AFTERWARD
SAID I HAD A GOOD BIG HEART
I THANKED HER OBVIOUSLY
SHE SAID IT TRULY IS A GOD SIZED PRAYER AND ALL THAT
AND I KEPT TRYING TO GET UP AND STUFF BUT MY FRIENDS KEPT HUGGING ME AND I KEPT CRYING
I EVENTUALLY GOT UP
MY FRIENDS JOINED ME IN A GROUP HUG
AND I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE UNTIL I TURNED AROUND
AND SAW ANDREW HUGGING ME
AND PEOPLE KEPT SAYING THANKS FOR SHARING AND THAT ITS SURE TO HAVE IMPACTED SOMEONE AND NOW IM REALLY HAPPY AND I FINALLY STOPPED CRYING
SO THAT WAS MY MORNING-
HOW WAS Y'ALL'S?
(I know some of y'all don't believe in this stuff and that's okay, I just wanted to share my experience from today)