Randomness 2. The sequel no one wanted.

Bridesmaid dress

Alright, so remember the whole... dress fiasco from last week? Well, the dress that was chosen from that came in today and... I love it! It's a beautiful dress and a spectacular color but... there's only one thing wrong with it...

I don't like the way I look in it...

I don't know why?! Everyone who saw the picture of me in it says it looks great on me and it compliments my shoulders and curves and I just... I don't see it... all I see is my stomach...

I have been doing at least a little bit better at thinking about myself positively, thanks for a challenge from my soon to be sister in law, aka my small group leader, Rose's positivity challenge, and everyone complimenting me on the song cover I put up on SoundCloud and linked in my message board ( which btw thank you all, I love you <3 ) but... I still can't help and see a stomach. And I tried wearing spanx with it to smooth things out, and it did nothing. Even my mom said it didn't make a difference, that it looked good with or without it...

Everyone else says I look good... everyone else sees it... so why can't I?