My life as of now

Me

My name is Roger Sherman and I apologize to you mom I apologize to you dad I apologize my friends those who care about me i apologize to those who got hurt by me

I apologize for being a monster I apologize for doing what I did I apologize for hurting you
But I couldn't stop I just couldn't I was happy I didn't want to be sad again I dont want to go back to being that little bitch that every one felt bad for I was tired of it I was just so ducking tired of the fucking pity people had on me I felt bad all the time I felt sick

I feel sick
I feel tired I feel like I'm slipping off my bed and into
My grave I feel like I'm disintegrating I feel like I want to end it all
I DONT FEEL WELCOME HERE ANYMORE I DONT WANT TO BE HERE on this ugly ass earth

I walk the long way to my classes so that people can see me hoping they'll stop and ask for help all I need is one perso
To stop me and ask
ARE YOU OK ?
No I'm not