Red&Blue (Raphxleo) (Leoxraph)

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Raph's P.O.V

I come in racing to the lair. Almost tumbling and falling into anything within my path. I'm holding Leo in my arms. Still unconscious from when shredder attempted to kill him. I'm thinking about nothing except for getting Leo to a safe place to rest. I quickly jump down the steps leading me to the living room, I'm now in the center of the lair. I end up looking around our home giving areas of the lair quick glances.

Where can Leo rest, where can he go to get his strength back? I can put Leo in Donnie's lab that way Leo will probably heal more quickly and efficiently. What if one of Donnie's gadgets or chemicals hurts Leo. I'll just put him in my room, it would be safer. That way I can be close to him at all times, and be there for him when he wakes up.

I look over towards my room and start heading there, carefully. I notice myself being more calm. I'm no longer crying and I'm less angry, worried and scared. I'm standing in front the door frame of my room and I start walking into my room sideways so Leo doesn't bump into anything.

I place Leo gently on my bed. His head is softly put in a pillow that wraps around his head. I take my blanket and I lay it over top Leo's body.

He looks so much better in this state. Before I didn't know whether if he was gonna be okay. But now I know he's safe with me. It's okay we're gonna heal you. Donnie's gonna find some medicine or whatever to help you get better.

"What are you doing?" Donnie asks me with a tone of sass

"what do you mean 'what are you doing' I'm making my bed for him"

"We still need to check what kind of injuries he has, and shouldn't he be in my lab it would be so much easier to heal him."

"No, I want him in my bed where he's safe"

"He is safe," Mikey chuckles, twirling his finger in the air; making it clear we're in the lair. Ugh, Mikey your so annoying sometimes I just wanna beat you senseless!

"Shut up Mikey, did anyone ask for your opinion, your such a fucking idiot sometimes."

"Whoa harsh way, dude." Mikey, replies softly.

"Fucking dumbass." I murmur

"Right now isn't the time for your petty arguments, have you two forgotten that Leo's hurt?"

Captain obvious, of course, I didn't forget that Leo was hurt! He's lying there right in front of me.

But I did, for a split second.

How can I be so selfish? How could I forget Leo was hurt. I didn't forget, Donnie and Mikey just made me oblivious to the fact Leo's hurt. it's not me, it's them.

"Fuck off!" I grunt as I swing my fist at Donnie's face. Donnie body goes tumbling backward slamming into a wall. A loud thud echoes throughout my room. He then falls down on the floor. He's sitting upright on the ground, with his shell against the wall.

"I-I-I'm sorry, Donnie"

"What's wrong with you?" Mikey questions. He ran over to aid Donnie as he's sitting on the floor. Touching where I punched him.

I become speechless. I'm trying to say something, say anything. Each time I open my mouth and try to apologize, nothing comes out. I didn't mean to punch you that hard. I didn't mean for anything to happen I'm so sorry.

I shouldn't be here I just make everything worse.

I'm running out of the lair in shame of what I just did to Donnie. Donnie, I'm so sorry.

"Raph!" Ugh, shut up Mikey. you're the last person I'd want to hear.

Mikey's screams are becoming faint. He sounds so angry. Yeah, he has the right to be angry Donnie's on the floor probably bleeding from my nasty blow And Leonardo's out cold on my bed.

Leo...

I stop running.

Where am I? What I am I doing. I'm in a part of the sewers I've never been here before. It feels kinda, eerie. I throw my body against the wall beside me. I'm sitting down. With my back straight with the wall.

What's wrong with me? What was that back there, the way I'm so obsessed with Leo? The way I feel about him. The way I care for him is different now. The way I look at him is different now. I can never think about Leo without the desire to want him; to keep him safe, away from anything that might harm him. I find myself willing to do anything for him which worries me. The way Donnie accused me of forgetting about how Leo was hurt, angered me so much.

But I did...

Ugh! Why am I so complicated I don't even understand myself anymore. I don't love Leo, he's my brother. I'm only so caught up with him Because he's hurt, but he's so cute. I want Leo all to myself I want to treat him right. I can-

No!

He's your brother.

Well, technically you guys aren't blood.

Or are you, you don't know if you guys are biologically related or not.

Why am I arguing with myself over this? Leo is my brother and that's it. I can't love him, not the way I do right now. it's just that I'm scared for him.

I just need to get some rest...

I'm just so exhausted, this day has been a drain for me. I think maybe I should take a rest. I can't go back to the lair splinter will murder me. I better just sleep here. I really hope Leo's o...

Reason why ralh just stops talking out of nowhere is bc he's tired and he just fell asleep in his thoughts just in case that wasn't clear

And thanks so much for the views and votes its highly apreciated. My chapter coma didn't get as many views but it's fine. I just want reach 100 views! I'm in sad k well im done with this chapter i was gonna make it longer but I would've had to release it way later. Like Thursday bc I was gonna make it almost double this length but I didn't so here.

I must confess im losing motivation for this story so it really depends on how well this story does to see if I carry it on or not. But tbh I most likely will get to chapter 10 or something atleast