~Hey there~
Welcome to ma journey of life...
Well to start with...I'm a gurl with no luck...
Your typical second lead in movies or dramaz
I really like to be appreciated I mean who doesn't
Well that's the WHOLE cause of ma anxiety and selfharm
The main reasons are:
1. I care too much
2. I don't wanna be seen weak
3. Forget to care about myself
4. Let people use me cause that's the only way I feel included and accepted by them
And etc. The list is unlimited
One of the many reason is....I think 'expectation'
Expectation is a sin for me so...I stopped expecting anything from people...
These last few days I started losing all the lil self esteem I had...
I hate being myself
I hate that I hate being myself
I hate people
And the cycle goes on....
But well thanks to someone...I feel good now and I think I have faced enough to be strong enough to be happy and I think I deserved to be happy no matter what come may....
I'm gonna be strong but...
⚠️ Warning⚠️
believe me most of these poems are sucidial and depressing so..if you are uncomfortable with these kinda topics this isn't for you...
"You were born to be happy...but first let me make you strong...said life"
-RedMikasa
*I MADE THAT UP...IDK IF IT MAKE SENSE OR IF IT ALREADY EXIST...SO IDC WHATEVER I THINK YOU GET MA POINT*
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I'm Fine: A collection of poems 《𝑶𝑵 𝑮𝑶𝑰𝑵𝑮》
Poetryrandom poem I write when ma mood swings which happens all the time and which I really hate... and abit about my past...
