Joeck one shots 💞

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• Jack's pov •

"We need to take a break, the boys are gonna find out if we go on anymore. I'm sorry Jack, I love you so much but we're over..."

Tears continued to fall down my face as I thought of all the good times I've had with Joe. Austria, The Weekend concert, going to the club, cute dates and those days where we'd just snuggle on the sofa. It's all gone now. And I had to act like nothing was wrong because none of the boys or my family knew about us, we were just too worried about what they'd say so we never told them. The best thing I could do now was sit on my sofa by myself and sob until the boys came over and I had to go back to Happy Jack again.

I just wished that we had the confidence to tell them then Joe wouldn't of felt like he needed to break up with me to keep his friends.

Buttercream gang 🤙

Conor - we all still going to Jack's tonight?
Oli - ye, gonna be great!
Conor - ok good! Looking forward to it!
Caspar - be there at 6 with pizza!
Conor - of course you're bringing bloody pizza...
Caspar - it's my brand! Gotta stick to it
Conor - fine...

Shit. The boys were meeting round mine in half an hour and I looked a state.

"I can't live with this secret. I can't keep lying about us. It hurts to do this babe because I still love you way too much!"

I washed my hair and my face, making sure my tear stained cheeks didn't show up. The mirror reflected a lost boy who hides behind his bleached hair and attitude, I sighed angrily and walked away. I needed to look happy, to look like I didn't have a care in the world!
Shoving on my playlist, I geared myself up for the boys coming over and sang a bit until my emotions became to much and I crumbled down on the sofa yet again.

Josh - I'm just int lift Jack, won't be long. Caspar's with me as well.

Just great! The boys were here and I still hadn't gotten a smile on my face.
Knock knock
Sighing, I opened my door and there stood all the boys. They all greeted me with a hug and stormed into my apartment. Oli hugged me, gave me a bottle of beer and went in, leaving me with the last boy - Joe Sugg.
"Hey..."
"Hi ba... shit sorry, not used to it yet." I mumbled, going in for a hug but stepping back once I slipped up.
"It's ok, I haven't either. Been too focused on trying to be happy for the lads." Joe said, running his hand through his cute blonde hair. This simple movement brought back so many memories of us just lying in bed, admiring each other and cuddling. I shook my head, making them disappear once more.
"Same here." Then I had an idea, "Can we talk about all this later and in private?" I asked.
"Sure!" Joe said and went to sit on the sofa with the rest of the boys.

• Joe's pov •

I really did love Jack. He was my everything and I couldn't of asked for a better boyfriend. But the pressure was bad as the boys had been beginning to suspect us, I just wasn't confident enough to tell them. That's why I had to let go of the perfect boy I loved so much, I was too scared of what people would think.

Now I was sat on Jack's sofa with the Buttercream gang, trying to make it look like I was happy. Looking over at Jack, I saw him slip for a moment - his expression changed, his lips dropped and his precious blue eyes grew cloudy with tears. Then he went back to being the old Jack, just like that. It was really weird to see this and it made me think, can we go for it again? Can we make it work after all? I couldn't bear seeing him like that again.

So I stood up and tapped Jack on the shoulder, beckoning him to come to his bedroom. I needed to speak to him.
He followed and sat down on the bed next to me, his hair falling over his face.
I didn't want to go through everything so I needed a way to sum it all up, a simple sentence of action saying that I still loved him and I wanted us to be a thing once more.

"So then, why did you..." Jack began speaking. I couldn't waste anymore time so I did the only thing I thought was fitting for me. I leant forward and pressed my lips against his, catching him off guard. Pushing him down, I jumped on top and kept the kiss going. I could feel Jack smiling into it, knowing what I did was the right thing.

I drew out to catch my breath.
"Glad we can agree on this." Jack whispered and I nodded, leaning in again as Jack moaned.
Suddenly there was a loud cough, we drew apart and leapt up. There stood the boys in the doorway, just stood there doing nothing. Conor was the first to speak.
"It's one thing seeing my little brother kiss a boy but it's another to know that that boy is my best friend! I mean, go on Joeck but please, no moaning again like that Jack. It sounded weird from the living room." Jack scratched his neck and laughed awkwardly.
"What can I say, I was enjoying it a bit too much." He said smirking at me.

"Ok then love birds, we're gonna go watch something on tv and leave you to it. Have fun!" Oli waved and shot off, leaving the others to follow behind him.

They shut the door behind them and Jack turned round to me,
"Now that they've gone, let's get down to business." He connected his lips with mine and let his tongue explore every part of my mouth whilst I did the same to his.

The night went on and we grew even more passionate, clothes were taken off and curses were mumbled but I'd never felt more fixed then I did with Jack laid by my side. We both agreed never to break up again.