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• Joe's pov •

I looked at my suit, not sure if I was good enough to be walking down the isle to marry a perfect boy. I ran my hand through my hair for the hundredth time that day.
I'm not good enough
I can't do this
Why am I here?
Jack doesn't deserve me

"Honey? You ok?" My mum came and saved me from spiralling again.
"Yeah I guess I'm ok, just nervous you know." I shrugged and continued to stare at myself. I heard my mum sigh and she embraced me.
"Stop hating yourself Joe, you're amazing and what you think are faults are just your personality." Zoe came from behind and smiled.
"You need to smile because we'll all be to busy crying!" Zoe laughed, this got a little happiness on my face but it suddenly went when I looked in the mirror.

"I think we need to get rid of this mirror." So they did, mum turned it round and sat me down on the sofa.
"We're proud of you Joe, always remember that." She hugged me again and Zoe joined in. A Sugg hug we called it, it always made me feel safe and this time was no different.
"Right then Joe, shall we get you out there?" Zoe smiled and my breathing started picking up again.
"Just breath Joe, do it with me." Zoe tried to calm me down but it wasn't working.
"Mum, get Jack!" She shouted and mum ran out the door as my breathing got out of control.

• Jack's pov •

"Wow Jack, you look goooood." My brother said in a sassy voice. This gained a laugh from everyone in the room. I looked at myself in the mirror, my suit ironed and pressed, my hair freshly dyed. I was ready. I turned around to look at my family.
"I'm so proud of you Jack." My mum said, I smiled and she hugged me. Anna laughed as she took a picture in her lilac dress. I ruffled her hair and she punched my shoulder.
"Stop fighting you two! Can you keep smart for just two minutes?" Mum sighed and brought us into a Maynard hug. Me, Conor, Anna and mum.

Suddenly the door was being knocked on. My mum went and answered, I heard a familiar voice come from the opening. It was Joe's mum, Tracy.
"Jack! Joe needs you now, he's not breathing properly and we've tried everything but it's not working. He needs you." She pleased and my heart quickened.
"Ok..." I muttered in shock and followed Tracy to Joe's room.

We entered the room and I rushed straight to Joe.
"Look at me, eyes on me, it's gonna be ok, I'm here now." I pressed our foreheads together, breathing at a steady pace to try bring his down.
"It's ok, in a couple of minutes we'll be finally together. You'll be Joe Maynard and we'll be off to Dubai for our honeymoon. Think of the beach, the waves and those sunsets we'll see every night." I pulled out when I felt Joe's breathing return to normal and passed him a drink. I sat there just holding him for a while in silence, listening to his breathing to make sure he was ok.

"Thank you so much Jack, you better get back to your room to get ready. If any goes wrong I'll get you again." Tracy thanked me and I left.

"Is he ok?" Conor asked as I entered my room.
"Yeah he is, just had to bring his breathing down again." I calmly said. I checked my hair and sat down next to my brother and sister.
"2 minutes Jack, then you'll be stood at the alter waiting to get married to Mr. Joe Sugg!" Conor cheered and I laughed. My mum patted me on the back.
"Well done Jack, I'm proud of you." We had another hug and I was called into the main hall.

• Joe's pov •

Jack left and I was calm once again.
"He's good isn't he?" My mum said, I nodded.
"I'm glad you chose him, I really am." She sat down next to me and Zoe did the same. Suddenly I was called into the main hall, my mum grasped my hand to make sure I wouldn't spiral again.

I walked down the corridor to the main doors. My mum was stilling holding my hand, Zoe had gone to find Anna to get the flowers ready.
"Are you ok Joe?" Mum said, I shrugged.
"I think so..." I mumbled, too nervous to speak properly.
"Well that's ok I guess because it's you're time to walk the aisle." The organiser guy said and opened the doors for me. Shit.

My feet began walking, leaving my mind behind. Eyes were staring at me but I looked up and smiled. I saw all the boys at the end, looking proud of me.
Then my eyes focused on the bleached haired boy stood in a smart black suit. He looked perfect, way too perfect for me... no Joe, you will not ruin this moment with your negativity! I smiled at Jack and he returned it.

I stood next to him and he whispered in my ear
"You look fit, can't wait to kiss you at the end." This made me blush and we said our vows.
"Jack Maynard, do you take Joesph Sugg as your lawfully wedded husband?" He looked me in the eye and said "I do."
"Joesph Sugg, do you take Jack Maynard as your lawfully wedded husband?" I looked him in his crystal blue eyes and proudly said "I do."
"Then I proudly pronounce you husband and husband."
Jack turned to me and leant in, I quickly did the same and he pressed his lips against mine. Our first kiss as a married couple, it was soft and time stopped around me. Fireworks went off inside and we drew out. Time returned to normal and cheering filled my ears, people we actually happy for me? Wow...

"Welcome to the family Joe Maynard." Jack smirked and left a small kiss on my cheek.
"I'm proud to apart of it babe. Jack and Joe Maynard, sounds cute."

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