Waiting for my mate...

Chapter 8

Mason's point of view

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I felt it. She was getting stronger. Just 5 more months before she turned 18... I felt her body change,.. She had some leader aspects, it was in her genes, so... I wondered if she would have figured it out.

'Mason, Katy and the girls made food, you should eat with us.' Eric said distracting me from my thoughts. I looked around and hummed. He nodded and walked back inside. I saw the forrest. I had lost many men and so did Frederik. It was war.

I walked inside and saw the leftovers of our packs... Some wounded, some okay and some... damaged emotionally. I saw Frederik in a corner. He had a cup infront of him and I knew it was liquor... It had to be, I hadn't seen him sober for so long now... He had lost everything... His mate, his daughter... Maybe I should tell him that I saw her, but I was scared that my affection for her would be too obvious. I looked over to my pack. They were friendly to Frederik's pack and comforted the situation. Then I saw Eric and Katy almost dancing while they hugged.

'Mason.' I heard my beta say. He walked up to me. He was buff and sometimes I felt jealous that he was looking that good.

'Take a rest.' he added and handed me some bread. I couldn't smile, my face was ice cold. I sat down at a table.

'We have looked over the place, we can stay here for a while. I did some researche... I think they have the blood suckers at their side.' my Beta kept feeding me information. He was very intimidating for some, bbut I just thought it was annoying.

'Dori.' I said a bit loud. Dori showed up and immediatly sat on my beta's lap.

'What Mason?' she asked. I saw my beta already cuddling up. He was such a softy...

'Nate's annoying me, he should not think about the situation.' I said. She smiled and kissed him. I took another bite of my bread. This girl walked in and something was wrong. I knew she was from Frederik's pack, but there was something about her that didn't fit her. She smiled at me. She turned around like she was saying something like: 'Check me out.' So I did 'cause.... I can't refuse an offer. I went lunatic inside, because this girl was into me.

She again turned and walked back to the kitchen and just before she entered she winked at me. Something was off...

'Dude, you should get laid...' Eric said and hit my shoulder. A smile was put on my face... yeah... I would like some action,.. who didn't? I mean, I'm an Alpha... I get what I want, when I want it. I stood up and something held me back... I really wanted to go, but it felt like my inner wolf was really angry with me. I slicked and went to the kitchen where she was.

'Hi.' I said making my first move by leaning towards her. She smiled. She was cute.

'Hi.' she said very insecure. She touched my chest.

'What's your name?' I asked. She smiled and bit her lip. My body was feeling like it was poisened. I just wanted to get a girl for now.

'Felishia.' she whispered. I growled a bit. Shit... why? Why can't I be just human? Just human?

'Felishia, I'm Mason.' I replied in a low voice. She giggled and nodded.

'I know, you're the Alpha. Of course I know you're name.' she said. I just wanted to do this quick so that my wolf would approve it too. I quickly leaned in to kiss her lips. She was enjoying this, but my wolf was almost eating me from inside out. I started to make the kiss intenser. She was very into this and I was just hoping my wolf would go like... "Okay, just to feed your needs,.. human."

Something then hit me. A depressive thought. Something I had felt before and came back every once in a while. I felt Felishia pulling me from the kitchen while we kept kissing.

'Mason, stop it.' I heard Nate say. I looked up, I was now really pissed off. WHO the FUCK wanted interrupt me? I mean everything was holding me back and now my Beta?!

'Don't tell me what to do.' I hissed, but I knew I couldn't scare Nate. I looked at Felishia and she was scared. I couldn't hide my anger.

'Mason,... calm down. You're in battle with yourself. Listen to your brain and heart, not your dick.' Nate said. I realized this was my human part. The part why I wanted to be human, to have nothing to worry about. Felishia tried to break free from my grib. I knew I had just ruined the moment. She slipped away and I fell on the ground.

'Look at yourself.' Nate said. I felt like a child, I just wanted to be a child. Nate walked up to me. My wolf took rest. Like me, my wolf was exhausted.

'Fuck off, Nate.' I said and he followed my orders. I felt so lonely.

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