healer with a broken heart || jaeyong

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song of the chapter:
singularity ~ bts

"so what? you're back to ignoring me?" taeyong asked, filling out the remainder of hyunah's medial chart, sipping on his favorites cherry soda.

jaehyun scoffed loudly, not even acknowledging taeyong's presence. taeyong rolled his eyes, being quiet for a moment. but staying quiet was something he didn't have much experience in.

"your mood swings are giving me whiplash. make up your mind. are you in love with me or do you hate me? pick one already." taeyong spoke up, annoyed by a passive aggressive jaehyun.

"you have a lot of nerve even addressing me after the stunt you pulled yesterday. don't push my buttons, i'm still contemplating if i should fire you for putting a patient's life at risk." jaehyun barked, finally lifting his eyes up from the countless paper work they got stuck doing after the incident.

"i saved her life. what are you jealous now? that i figured it out and you didn't?" taeyong smirked, not having any idea why jaehyun looked so attractive with the blue button down his was wearing. but even more confused as to why he found angry jaehyun so much more attractive.

"you never know when to shut up do you? some of us aren't competitive narcissists like you. but then again, i'm sure you wouldn't have any idea because you can't look outside of yourself." jaehyun hissed, unamused by taeyong.

taeyong knew that he was pushing jaehyun but he was dying to hear his voice, regardless if it was laced with hatred. he stood up from the couch on the opposite side of jaehyun's desk, immediately drawing jaehyun's attention up to him.

jaehyun found himself being lost in the elegance and fire that taeyong's aura gave off. if he knew what he was doing and if jaehyun were smart, he would've left his office in a heartbeat. but, jaehyun was quite the masochist when it came to his feelings. and my god, was taeyong a sadist when it came to anyone else's.

taeyong's thin frame walked towards jaehyun who was sitting on his chair behind his desk. his strides were graceful, full of impending manipulation and desire. he took a seat on jaehyun's desk right beside his chair, facing him. taeyong sat with a smirk full of charm, staring at jaehyun who was much more than just intrigued.

"well if i'm so bad at shutting up, why don't you do it for me?" taeyong whispered staring deep into jaehyun's dreamy eyes that were full of lust.

"you're a god damn nightmare disguised as a dream." jaehyun replied, standing up from his chair to get closer to taeyong, no matter how bad of an idea it was.

"tell me something i don't already know." taeyong agreed, pulling the collar of jaehyun's blue button down shirt with his soft hands.

jaehyun traced taeyong's pink plump lips with the pad of his thumb, remembering their sweetness and bitterness from their shared night.

"here's something you don't know. not everyone is dumb enough to fall for same old tricks, get out of my office before i offer your job to somebody that can keep their legs closed." jaehyun scoffed, ripping taeyong's hands off of him and nudging him off of his desk.

"wow, this is the first time i've been impressed by someone, i'm just shocked that out of all people, it was you. congratulations, you stumped me. what will i ever do now that my dearest knight in shining armor rejected me? you're awfully predictable, jaehyun. if you're going to try to out smart me, at least throw in a plot twist or two. at this point i'm getting bored." taeyong responded sarcastically, applauding for jaehyun. laughing and slowly making his way to the door.

"how's this for a plot twist?" he answered.

and much to taeyong's surprise, jaehyun threw him roughly against the wooden door. he smashed his full lips onto taeyong's, causing taeyong to grunt at the unexpected moment. jaehyun could taste the cherry soda that taeyong had finished drinking just moments ago and could smell the soothing chamomile lotion that he wore. in a matter of moments, taeyong was by far more gone than jaehyun, rutting against his body, attempting to unbutton jaehyun's shirt to feel his firm chest, skin to skin.

taeyong thought that of all the things that were addicting about jaehyun, his lips being the most toxic. the way his tongue touched every spot in taeyong's mouth, making his knees weaken at the heat rushing through this entire body. taeyong threaded his long fingers through jaehyun's soft, silky hair, pulling him even closer to him.

as he felt himself losing control in the kiss, jaehyun quickly ripped himself off of taeyong, talking various steps away from him.

"let me make this crystal clear to you, taeyong. i am not some toy that you can play your mind games on. you're an amateur, you know absolutely nothing about manipulating. sure you can pull of a couple guys in a bar, but you really thought you could outsmart me? how do you think i made it this far huh? by being a loyal, humble, hard worker? no. i used my head and guess what? you're not the first person to use sex for your personal gain, trust me, been there done that. i've done this for far longer than you have and i can assure you that you don't want to make the mistake of thinking you have me figured out. because your assumptions will be what gets you buried." jaehyun confessed, laughing at how naive taeyong was for a self claimed manipulator.

"and don't you think i've known that from the moment i met you? i'm smart and i knew you were too. why do you think i've been nothing but an ass to you? don't you think if i wanted something from you, i would butter you up with sweet words? you think i care about you so much to make an elaborate plan on how to manipulate you for my own personal gain? that's were you are wrong, you are of no value to me, jaehyun. all you could do is teach me, and you have to do it regardless of how i act because that's what you are payed to do. because there will always be someone above you that i can get far more from than you. it's never been about manipulating you." taeyong admitted honestly.

"then why? if not for something then for what?" jaehyun asked, genuinely curious.

"because, i like you. no mind games, just a stupid middle school crush." taeyong replied, never confessing his feelings toward a single person in his life.

and as soon as jaehyun heard that, he immediately erupted into laughter, clutching his chest firmly. because yes, they could just about charm anyone's pants off but when real emotions came in, they were as socially awkward as actual middle schoolers.

they were just as emotionally mature as a 13 year old with glasses and braces.

"so you're telling me that you were insufferable towards me for weeks just because you had a crush on me?" jaehyun laughed even harder.

"h-hey, i'm a doctor. i have the emotional maturity of a teenager, don't act like that wasn't you fresh out of medical school. a-and yes, and if you keep teasing me i'll sleep with the chief of the hospital and get you fired." taeyong hissed, but stayed shy and coy missing how good it felt to just be honest with someone.

"that won't be necessary, i like you too." jaehyun smiled, still giggly.

"oh well, cool. umm i'm going to go check up on hyunah, our patient." taeyong blushed.

"yeah i know she's our patient, you didn't have to add that last part in." jaehyun teased, loving to see the emotionally awkward taeyong contrast his usually sharp personality.

"my threat still stands, stop making fun of me. you're no more mature than a chicken when it comes to anything beside surgery. you have no room to talk!" taeyong laughed back.

they went their separate ways but had each other on their minds for the rest of the night. because although they could perform complicated surgeries, anything else was completely new ground. and they had no understanding on how it worked.