A year ago today

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A year ago today I had an EEG that was to see if there was any seizure activity. Right now I'm 1 month away from my 20th birthday and I can't believe I've made it this far. I never expected myself to live this long in a body that does not want to live. I always told myself from the time that I was 13 years old that I'd kill my self before I turned 20 because I couldn't comprehend that someone could live for that long in pain. I knew I didn't want to live that long only to be in pain. I no longer think that way but it's indescribable to see the way I once thought.

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