The Broken Girl

5 - reea's pov

After finishing my classes I reached my apartment unlocked it and entered. After entering the apartment I decided to take a shower I came out of the bathroom and changed into one of my baggy t-shirts and went into the living room. I decided to make myself a chicken sandwich so on that thought I entered the kitchen and started making a sandwich after I finished eating the sandwich .I decided to call my bestfriend Leah to ask her at what time she will be arriving the day after tomorrow so I picked up my phone and dialed her , after three rings she picked up and asked why was I calling her in her usual chirpy voice so I asked her at what time she will be arriving on the day after tomorrow. she said she will be arriving at 2. so  then we talked for awhile about college life and family and she asked about mine and I did the same when I went to end the call she asked me the one question I hoped she wouldn't but being the caring best friend that she was asked whether I have been having nightmares again I decided to lie saying no because I know then I would have to remember the one thing I am trying to forget and I hoped she wouldn't notice my voice trembling when I said no. she didn't it was a surprise that she didn't because she knows everything that happened and how it all affected me to the core anyway I was happy that she didn't then we ended the call and I went to do my papers and by the time I finished them it was already 6 so I decided to make myself a quick dinner so I made pancakes with the pancake mixture . after I finished making them I placed them neatly on a plate and drizzled some honey and chocolate syrup and took the plate with me. I settled myself into the sofa in the living room and started eating the pancake and decided to watch a movie while I ate. so I switched on the TV and after I finished eating I washed the dishes and after allowing them to dry I neatly placed them on the cupboard and went into my bedroom after switching off the TV. I decided to take the sleeping pills before I went to sleep I got up from my bed and went into kitchen and opened my medicine cabinet and got myself a glass of water and swallowed the pills after that I went into my bedroom to sleep and woke up the next morning and got ready . since I took the pills i didn't get up screaming.   I decided to wear a blue crop top and black faded jeans today with sneakers then got my apartment keys , bag and left my apartment and started walking towards my college campus.