I'm so sorry,, not ~Joanne~Fanfic~

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Apologies Part 1

Extra Long Part

I walked back into the room and dianne was sat with her head in her hands
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "joe, I'm gonna be sick"
Joe🎧 "here you go"
I passed one of the cardboard bowls, and scooped her hair out of her face,
"Morning sickness?"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "Anxiety"
I shakily walked over to the bin and threw it away, I sat and all the times that I'd been hurt replayed in my head I hadn't even noticed that Chloe had woken up until I felt joe tap on my shoulder I flinched massively
Joe🎧 "sorry I didn't mean to make you jump"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "that's fine you just bought me out of my daydream that's all"
Joe🎧 "were you anywhere nice"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "it was alright, morning Chloe"
Chloe🎀 "morning, Di have you been crying?"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "a little bit"
Chloe🎀 "Why?"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "well baby your having some visitors, look you need to be big and very brave baby, you need to remember that you are safe"
Chloe🎀 "D-Di who's coming?"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "mum and mums boyfriend"
Chloe🎀 "n-n-no p-please, t-they c-c-can't come you said that I'm safe!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "y-y-you..."
Joe🎧 "Chloe listen to me, you are safe here, remember what I said the other day"
Chloe🎀 "yep, promise?"
Joe🎧 "pinky promise to the moon and all the way back"
Chloe🎀 "okay, when are they coming?"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "I don't know, do you want to watch a movie?"
Chloe🎀 "the little mermaid!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I moved Chloe over on the bed and I climbed in too. I sat with a feeling of sick in the pit of my stomach, I couldn't concentrate on the movie just rehearsing what I was to say to my mum without getting over emotional of angry.

-hour later-

Joe🎧 I walked outside to go to the toilet and a couple came walking in and went passed me to the nurses station, there was a very tall lady and an even taller built up man by her side they had a girl get well soon balloon and I forgot about the toilet and went back inside I sat by Chloe's bed on the side of Dianne I held Diannes hand and gave it a little squeeze before her letting go and she wrapped her arms around Chloe and moved Chloe onto her lap.
{I've decided that Diannes mum is called Anna and he/him/abuser is called Hunter thanks dbuzzbuswell for the name suggestion}
Anna💄 "Aww my two princesses"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "hi mum"
Then Hunter walked in and he pointed to me and told me to zip it, I started to shake and I just nodded, I could feel Chloe shaking and I gave her a little squeeze
Hunter💪 "Di why don't you hop out of bed, you don't want to make Chloe too hot by holding her do you, she isn't a baby anymore is she"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I quickly jumped out of bed and sat on the empty chair joe tried to grab my hand as I walked past I didn't react to it
"Sorry, I'm really sorry"
I felt Hunter walk over to me and he put his hand on my shoulder and I felt my whole body tense up he squeezed and whispered to me 'good girl' and then walked over to my mum
Anna💄 "anyway who's this"
Joe🎧 "Oh hi I'm Joe, nice to meet you both"
Hunter💪 "Hi well I'm Hunter and this is Anna we're Dianne and Chloe's mum and dad, anyone want any drinks, Di how about you come and get them with me, we can have a little catch up on the way?"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I wanted to say no so badly but I just agree and asked everyone if they wanted drinks
Chloe🎀 "Dianne wait"
Anna💄 "oh she's just going to get the drinks with daddy, don't worry darlin"
Chloe🎀 "o-okay"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ we walked out side and I saw graham sat on the chairs outside the waiting room, he was sat there to give us a bit of privacy. I looked at him with a pleading look,
"Graham would you like a drink?"
Graham👖 "Oo yes please I'll come with you both to get mine, I don't want you wasting your money on me"
Hunter💪 "Mate it's fine I'll get it what do you want, you stay up here"
Graham👖 "A tea please, here let me give you some money for it, are you sure you don't want me to come"
Hunter💪 "naa it's fine give me and my little princess time to catch up"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "Graham it's fine you stay up here we're alright" I lied, I was more scared than I ever had been before I started to shake I just remembered to breathe and carry on walking, especially not to say anything out of place.
- out of ear shot-
Hunter💪 "I doubt we need to address last time, Dianne what you did, well that was wrong, you really need to keep your mouth shut next time"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "I'm sorry, I was wrong but I still don't understand why you had to hurt C-Chloe?"
Hunter💪 "because that's how fucking angry I was with you, I could be in prison now!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "I know but I haven't told anyone since, I promise"
Hunter💪 "good, so are you?"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "am I what?"
Hunter💪 "oh come on don't be thick are you fucking pregnant?"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I shamefully nodded
Hunter💪 "see what you have done to yourself, by telling you've given Chloe cancer and you've made yourself pregnant!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "I know it's all my fault I'm sorry, I really am!"
Hunter💪 "you say your sorry but I still don't think you've learnt your lesson have you?"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "I h-h-have, I p-promise"
Hunter💪 "oh look your just lying again"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ that was when I knew that the abuse wasn't over, it never could be I was such a horrible person if I hadn't have told my aunt then Chloe wouldn't be lying in bed now with cancer and I wouldn't be pregnant.
"Please don't hurt Chloe again she's to weak I can take it, if you want to blame anyone blame me"
He pulled me into the storage cupboard and then... 

{A/N: So, As I always do I pre write these then just before I post them I edit them to make them better and this one has made my blood boil 😂I really don't know what else to write in this A/N I really hope you have enjoyed this extra long part there will be a part 2 to this but I didn't want this to be any longer.}